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Part 20

Lili's POV:

The car drive was silent. I didn't know what to feel, It's like I had no emotion. On one side, I was so happy that it's boys, I feel like they end up being easier than girls. But at the same time, I was so scared something would happen to them. It was just becoming so real before they were these imaginary babies but now, they are my sons in there.

C-"Hey we are gonna get through this together okay?"

L-"Yeah."

C-"And we are gonna have two gorgeous boys, with blond hair and green eyes."

L-"That's how you imagine them?"

C-"yeah. I'm so happy it's boys."

L-"Yeah me too."

I knew Cole was trying to cheer me up, but inside he was freaking out as much as I was. We called my mom and told her everything. That I was going to have weekly appointments, that I could only work mornings to assure I had enough rest, that I needed to eat twice as much and that I had to be careful with stress and long hours of work. Cole never had a good relationship with his mom, so it always made me smile at how my mom stepped in and filled the spot. 

A-"So how's the photography going. I saw your new photos yesterday and they are amazing."

C-"I have some pretty cool ones of Lili that I can send, cause I am not posting them anywhere."

A-"Well those with the yellow flowers look amazing. I love the one with Ella and Lili."

C-"Yeah I wish I could post it and show everyone how gorgeous my girls are. "

They talked the whole way, it gave me time to process everything. This was going to be a rough year, but I knew we would get through it.

C-"Hey don't worry Lil, everything is going to be fine."

L-"Well, next week we are going to Mexico, that is gonna be fun."

C-"Yeah and then we have Coachella."

L-"Yeah it's gonna be a fun couple of weeks. But it's also gonna be exhausting."

C-"Yeah. Well, you were the one that insisted we go to Coachella."

L-"Before I knew I was pregnant"

C-"I promise it's gonna be fun. We have to go out while we can, we are gonna have to spend so much time at home in a month or so."

L-"Well that is the one good thing about them being very very small, it's that I should be showing a bump, but I'm not."

We drove to our house and played with Ella. She was going to stay with Luke, he loved babysitting, I think it's because he misses when his kids were this small.

C-"I have an idea."

We were sitting having breakfast, 3 days later, two days before our flight to Mexico."

L-"What?"

C-"Wanna go on a little photoshoot adventure?"

L-"With or without Ella?"

C-"Umm... you choose."

L-"Let's take her if you think it's safe. where is it?"

C-"You'll see, and I think she'll love it. "

We drove an hour and a half, Ella was singing along to her kid songs and I just kept thinking about the boys. Half-way through I searched baby Cole and Dylan Sprouse on google.

C-"What are you doing love?"

L-"searching up your baby photos. I bet the boys are gonna look like you and Dylan."