ALFA WILIAM LESA

Bagian 13

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy

I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you

Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels
It's easy to say but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound til I come back around

For now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

But now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

~someone you loved - Lewis Boyce

  Kebahagiaan

Mobil jazz berwarna merah terparkir, zara membuka pintu mobil nya dan memejamkan mata mengambil udara segar di pagi hari, zara menghembuskan nafas nya, dan zara berjalan dengan membawa perlengkapan untuk ospeknya, bagi zara ini hari pertama nya berkuliah, bertemu teman baru dan mendapatkan kehidupan baru di dalam diri nya.

Zara melihat 2 orang pria yang dia kenal sedang mengobrol di parkiran, zara berpikir apakah mereka satu universitas bareng dengan mereka, zara berjalan mendekati mereka yang sedang mengobrol.

"Hai" ucap zara menyapa mereka berdua dengan senyuman dan hanya satu orang yang membalas senyuman zara tidak dengan di pria yang di sebelah kiri nya.

"Hai ra, lo kuliah di sini juga" ujar pria yang bermata coklat dan zara mengangguk saja.

"ayok el pergi, gua gerah" ujar pria berbadan tinggi sambil menatap zara tajam, zara yang melihat nya sangat kaget.

"Iyaudah ayok, gua duluan iya ra sama alfa" ujar muel sambil tertawa kecil karena melihat perlakuan sahabat nya.

Zara melihat kepergian alfa dan muel, zara hanya senyum kecil dan mata yang sedikit berbinar dengan melihat mereka pergi, bagaimana bisa zara ingin marah dengan perlakuan alfa tadi sedangkan zara tau mengapa alfa saat ini melihat nya seperti orang yang tidak dia kenal.

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