What's Wrong With Milkshakes?

Part 23

The show seemed to go by so slowly, it was dance after dance after dance. Dont get me wrong, their dancing is absolutely incredible, but sitting here watching them for two hours, having already seen the show a couple of days before, I already knew what all their dances are. I wasnt here to watch them, I was here for Perri. At least, I should be there for him. But sitting here, watching them dance, hundreds of thoughts were flying round my head. Is this the right thing to do? Should I really run away from my parents? Am I spending too much time with Pel? I've only known him a couple of days. But if I didnt go with him, I'd risk the possibility of him finding someone else, and falling for them instead of me. I really do like him, I really do want to be with him this week, but I keep having doubts about him.

After the show, I head backstage to finalise details with Ash, and obviously see Pel. I've decided that I will go, just for Perris sake - and to make sure he doesnt go kissing other girls. Not that I think he will, but who knows what would happen when hes high on adrenaline after a show? I look up from the ground and see Perri in his changing room, getting changed (obviously). He glances up and notices me, suddenly getting embarrassed about not wearing a tshirt. He grabs a random jumper from the side and pulls it on, walking over to me smiling.
"Hey babe" he says to me, pulling me into a hug. I rest my head on his chest for a while, listening to his heartbeat, which instantly relaxes me, making me lose all doubts I previously had about him. That's what happens when I'm around him, I crave attention, I get it, i doubt everything, I crave more attention, I get it, I lose my doubts I had. It just goes round in a circle like that, and I've only known him for two whole days.