What's Wrong With Milkshakes?

Part 28

"I think I can figure out what it is, just by looking at the two of you" Ash laughs, looking at Perris arm, which hes gradually curled round my shoulder.
"That saves an extremely awkward conversation" I say with relief. Everyone seems to be really happy about me and Pel, but how long will that last? Especially as I have to stay with them for a few days, wont they get annoyed with the two of us constantly being around each other? After all, Francesca and Naomi havent come with the boys, I feel quite out of place. I'm starting to regret all this. Falling out with Brooke, leaving my parents, going on tour with Pel. it's all a bit too soon. I sit there watching the boys rehearse their routines with perfect fluency, their dancing is too perfect, too flawless. I end up drawing my eyes off of Pel for a minute to watch Sam instead. Is this cheating? Watching another guy instead of my own boyfriend? I shouldn't be thinking this, but Sam is also extremely good looking. Obviously I would rather be with Perri, hes been there for me, hes helped me through what's happened with Brooke. Pel comes over, grabbing a bottle of water.
"I'm going to go outside for a bit" I say to Pel, hugging him.
"Dont be long, okay?" He says to me
"I'll be quick" I kiss him quickly before leaving.

It's nice to get some air, rather than being in the stuffy rehearsal space. I pull my phone out, looking at instagram quickly, seeing what's going on back at home. I click on my contacts, my finger hovering over the call button. I dont think I have the courage to do this, but I need to.

I click the call button.