My Forever (Harry Styles)

Stupid

***Ariel's POV***

        Harry's now on his way over here from work. And I still have no idea of what to tell him or how to bring it up. Should I even say anything? It's not like it was a big deal. His ex... play thing; just got me a little nervous. But Harry said she shouldn't be a problem. But now I'm afraid she might be.

        "You're gonna talk to Harry about that slut confronting you right? Because if you won't, then I will." Kaidyn says coming into my room and sitting on the edge of my bed.

        "I don't know. It wasn't like a big deal. She's just trying to get to me." I say trying to reassure myself. Who am I kidding? What if Harry does go crawling back to her bed? The thought alone makes my stomach turn.

        "Ariel, you have to. He would want to know. You have to know if she is going to be a problem before you guys make anything official." Kaidyn raises an eye brow trying to convince me what the right thing to do is.

        Just then, the door bell rings. "I'll get it." Kaidyn says before going downstairs to get the door.

        A few moments later, Harry is standing in my door way with a grin plastered on his face. He gets down in a football stance ready to charge. I can't help but giggle at how dorky he is. Next thing I know he's charging at me, kicking his shoes off in the process before jumping on top of me.

        "Harry!" I exclaim through a fit of giggles as Harry has me pressed down on my bed. His laughter fills the room as he takes his hands to move my hair from my face.

        "You're so cute," he says once his laughter subsides.

        "Shut up," I say in embarassment, covering my face with my hands to hide my surely red cheeks.

        "I mean it." Harry says in a serious tone, prying my hands from my face. I stick my tongue out at him like a child and he quickly leans down to place a kiss on the tip of my tongue.

        "Ew Harry," I giggle.

        "Oh you know you like it," Harry says with a devious grin leaning down to kiss my lips. I cup his face in my hands and smile into the kiss.

        Until I remember.

        "Harry?" I say pulling from the kiss.

        "Hmm?" He says from my neck. Placing soft sweet kisses down my neck. I can't help but let out a gasp as he finds my sweet spot and sucks on the spot. "It was starting to go away." He grins, coming back up to see my face.

        "I need to talk to you about something. Something that happened after you left the school." I say slowly. Analyzing his facial features to make sure I haven't upset him.

        "Okay? What is it?" He says, cupping one side of my face. I place my hand over his to hold his hand there for a bit longer.

        "Antonia, she..." I pause, taking a breath to analyze his face. His jaw clenched and his eyes are less soft than what they were before. "She came up to me and said some things."

        "What did she say?" He says through clenched teeth looking down.

        "Basically she was saying how there's a reason you haven't asked me to be your girlfriend. And that she can get you to come crawling back to her bed easily." I confess now looking down. I don't want him to see the pain on my face.

        "Whore," I hear Harry say quietly, obviously to himself. "Ariel, did those things she said get to you? I mean, do you believe them?" He says lifting my face up to meet his eyes.

        "No.. Yeah. I don't know you well enough to know if you would or wouldn't! And it scares me to even think about. I don't want to fall too deep into something, have the possibility that you would hurt me and then end up hurt because I didn't know." I say confidently and a little upset now.

        "I'm not like that anymore! How could you let some girl you don't even know get to your head, and believe her over someone you actually do know?" He says angrily now.

        "That's the thing Harry! I don't know you as well as I should! I don't know her either but she was apart of you at one time. She knows you better than me."

        "You let this get too far in less than 8 hours. And if you don't know me as well as you shold then why do you care so much? It's fairly obvious that what she said upsets you!"

        Ouch. That hurt. He can't say that to me. "Excuse me?! You know what... I don't care!"

        He huffs before responding. "Oh please, you care more than you should."

        I feel my cheeks burning and my eyes start to blur. I feel the tears start to brim over. Who is he to tell me that I care too much? This all tells me that he obviously doesn't like me; as much I hate to admit... but as much as I like him.  "Get out! Leave me the hell alone! You asshole!" I scream.

        "Ariel I..." He starts.

        "No! Shut up and get the fuck out of my house!" I scream again.

        His face falls before he gets up and walks out, looking back once more before he turns the corner. Finally I hear the front door slam shut and I continue to sob into my pillow.

        "Ariel! What the hell?" I hear Kaidyn say coming to sit on my bed. "Babe, what happened?" She softly says, rubbing my back.

        I told her everything that was said and tried my best to sound as clear as possible between sobs. She tells me how everything will be okay before leaving me in my misery. I can't believe I was actually stupid enough to think that he would like me as much I did. He's had so many girls, prettier ones than me. Of course he wouldn't. He led me to believe that he had changed. And that he liked me. Obviously not. I've been played once again. Well, almost. I guess I'm smarter now. I figured it all out before it was too late. He said everything I needed to hear.  

        I let myself drift off to sleep. Crying really does take a lot out of a person. My dreams were filled with images of Harry and his adorable dimples, the way he made me feel, his curly hair, the way my fingers tangled in his hair, the way my name sounded falling from his mouth, the way his lips felt on mine...