My Forever (Harry Styles)

Lust or Crush?

- Harry's POV

        "Hey Liam?" I turned to Liam after we got to the side walk across from the girls' house. "Yeah Harry?" He replied. "What did you think of those girls? Ariel and Kaidyn?" I asked him. "Well to be honest, they were pretty cute." He smirked. "Yeah they were, weren't they?" I smirked back. There was more on my mind that I wanted to talk about but I don't know. I haven't like a girl since the 11th grade. I've played with many since then but, I never genuinely liked any of them. They were all just fun to play with. All my relationships have been a total fuck up. Either their un faithful or I am. I usually get bored with girls if I'm with them for too long. I can't help it, and I know it's wrong. But I like playing with them. But that Ariel... Damn. She made my stomach feel that certain way. I get it confused with lust sometimes. I don't think I should go after either of those girls. They're so much more classy than all the other girls I've ever messed around with. I might even feel bad if I hurt one of them. I'll just stay away from that one. "Is there something else on your mind mate?" Liam interrupted my thoughts. "No. Not at all." I said. "Are you sure? I saw the way you were looking at Ariel. It was Ariel that you were looking at, yeah? I haven't seen you look at a girl like that since the 11th grade." Liam said and smirked at me again. I just shoved him off the curb of the sidewalk. He put his hands up in surrender. I just shook my head at him. The rest of the walk home was silent till we got back to the apartment.

        - Ariel POV

        We each got as many blankets and pillows as we could and laid them all out in the living room across from the fire place. We made a fire and cuddled up to each other like the old days. Not really old but anyways, we used to always have scary movie nights and cuddle with each other when we were in our "fuck boys" moods. It was never as good as cuddling with a real guy but we still enjoyed it. It was our thing.

        We had eaten about an hour or two ago at the nearest McDonalds since we're on a low budget, and have no car. We saved all of our money for the house. Our dream was to move to LA together and get a nice house next to the beach. Most teenagers saved up for their first car, we saved up for our first house. Our dream house. It was a nice simple 3 story house, with a deck over looking the ocean.

        I heard Kaidyn yawn next to me. "Gosh dangit Kaidyn!" I screamed and yawned right after. "Hahahahaha sorry Ariel." Kaidyn laughed and yawned again. "Why are yawns so contagious?! It's really irritating." I complained. "Yeah I know." She agreed. "Well I'm gonna go to bed now. I can't stay up any longer." Kaidyn said and rolled over. "Alright goodnight." I said and I fell asleep fairly quickly.

BEEP BEEP BEEP

        I jumped up out of my sleep and hit snooze. I slumped back into my pillow rubbing my face. "Kaidyn wake up. We have to get ready for class." I whispered and wiggled her until her eyes opened. "We don't even have any classes together." She said with a pouty lip. I giggled at her remark. "A car! We don't have a car! How are we gonna get to school on time?" I suddenly realized and immediately started panicking. "It's fine Ariel. I got that covered already. I called the taxi company and they said they'd pick us up at 7:30." She reassured me. "Oh." was all I could say as I calmed myself down. "Good thinking ahead." I said after a few  deep breaths. "Yeah. I don't expect you to remember everything." She said with a smirk. "Alright well come on. Let's get ready." I said and got up and held my hand out to her. She took my offer and groaned while I pulled her up.

        I was wearing high waisted shorts with a floral crop top, and combat boots.  Kaidyn was wearing a white lace dress with lavender converse. "Ready to go?" I asked. "Yep." She said and popped the p. "Okay I think the taxi is already out there. It's 7:29." I said. "Okay let's go." She said with a cheerful smile. We walked out the door and the taxi was there waiting for us.

~skip car ride

        It took a little less than 15 minutes to get to the school. We were gonna be a few minutes early. That's alright. Then there will be open seats for me to choose from and not be forced to sit next to someone. I usually sit in the back, away from people. I'm not always such a people person. It's a problem, I know. "Well I guess we split up here." Kaidyn turned and said to me. She let out a little smile and hugged my tight. I hugged her back and gave her a kiss on the cheek. "Good luck." I said and squeezed her hand one last time. "You too." She smiled and winked at me before she turned away. The first day of school was always hard on me. I get so nervous.

        - Harry's POV

        I was way early to my first class. Creative writing. I'm not much of a writer but I'd like to be. I picked a spot in the very back of the class room. I don't feel like socializing today. I'm not in a very good mood. Ever since my thoughts of 11th grade came back to me. It still hurts to think about. I gave that girl everything. She was my first love. Bitch.

        I watched clock tick by and suddenly the door opened. There was maybe 5 other people already in here besides myself. A girl came in, she looked rather familiar. I couldn't really tell since I was so far in the back and my eyes are still foggy from sleep. She was coming towards the back and I finally realized who it was. Ariel. Oh wow... she looks ravishing today. "Ariel!" I shouted. Probably louder than necessary. Oh great now I bet she thinks I'm a weirdo. She smiled and waved at me. "Come sit next to me?" I asked quieter as she got closer. I noticed the few people in the classroom were staring. "Yeah, uh, sure." She simply said. When she walked past to sit next to me, I smelled her beautiful scent. Fruity almost. I'm a guy. I don't know much about perfumes and all that.

        "How's everything going with moving in and all?" I asked. "We haven't done much since you guys left." She admitted with a chuckle. "We maybe moved in a few more boxes, that's about it." She continued. "Want us to come over after school and help out again?" I offered. Damn she's even prettier up close. I haven't been able to take my eyes off of her. "That'd be great." She smiled at me. The teacher then interrupted our conversation. "Hello class. My name is Mr. Fitzgerald." He shouted out. I guess I'll have to wait till class is over to talk with her again.

            A/N: Please Heart my story and give me feedback! I appreciate any that I can get.         xoxo ~Ariel