My Forever (Harry Styles)

No no no no no!

***Ariel's POV***

        "Ariel..." a whisper called my name. I slowly fluttered my eyes open, letting my eyes adjust to the morning light coming from my window.

        "Ariel, me and Liam decided to go out for the weekend. I know your mom is coming over so I figured it would be good for me to leave, so that you guys can spend some time together." Kaidyn says softly sitting on the edge of my bed. "Is that okay? I mean are you gonna be okay?" She corrects herself.

        I nod my head sowly. This is all too much to be thrown at me when I'm just now getting up. My mom would be coming today and I'm a complete wreck.

        Harry.

        Memories from last night come flooding through my mind again and I feel the tears pricking at my eyes. But I quickly hold myself together, forcing the tears to stay back.

        "I'm sorry hun." Kaidyn says coming down to hug me. I weakly hug her back.

        "It's fine. You go have fun." My voice sounds raspy and I give her a weak smile.

        "Alright well I love you. If you need anything just call me." She says.

        "Love you too." I say before closing my eyes again. I really don't want to face today. I hear my door click shut and soon after, the front door slamming shut. There's an instant feeling of loneliness. It's so quiet and there's nothing but my thoughts.

        I lean over to check my phone. It says there's 23 missed calls and 41 text messages. All from Harry except one call which is from my mother.

        I can't help the twist feeling in my stomach as I see his name on my screen. I can't hold back the tears that are now pooling over. I didn't bother to read all the texts, just the few last ones. All apologies of course. But I can't listen to anything that he says. I can't trust him. I can't trust anyone. Except Kaidyn of course.

        I quickly pull myself together and call my mom back. She answers on the second ring.

        "Sweet heart! I'll be there in an hour so. I tried calling you 2 hours ago." She says quickly before I can say anything at all.

        "Oh sorry mom. I was sleeping. But okay that sounds good. I'll see you soon then." I say.

        "Are you okay sweetie? You sound a little... off?" She asks slowly.

        "Yeah mom. I'm fine. I just woke up is all so I'm still trying to wake up. But I'm gonna get in the shower to wake myself up a bit more." I half lie.

        "Alright sweetie. I have a surprise for you so maybe that'll cheer you up!  See you soon! Love you!"

        "Okay. Love you too mom." I say before hanging up.

        I make my way over to my bathroom to take a shower and decide to take my time. Mostly because I can't seem to keep the tears from spilling over. I need to get them all out before my mom gets here. I know that's not possible but maybe it'll help to hold me over till tonight.

        My mom said she has a surprise for me and I have no idea of what it could be. Maybe it's car that I desperately need. Well, that me and Kaidyn both desperately need.

        Once I'm finally out of the shower, I glance at my phone to see that I have 5 new texts from Harry. I decide not to read them this time because I need to get him off my mind. I walk out into my bedroom and put my phone on the speakers iHome and blast my favorite playlist.