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It's been a week magmula noong nangyari samin ni Deanna, at hanggang ngayon ay wala pa rin syang paramdam.
I don't know how to approach her, nahihiya ako. Di ko alam kung paano sya kakausapin.
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I decided to call her. Since lunch break nya na ngayon.Para naman makapag sorry ako sa nagawa ko. I didn't mean it. Ayoko lang talaga na magka gap ulit.
I know ako yung naunang saktan sya way back then pero iba ngayon eh.
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Otp
"Hey" almost whisper na
"Yes? What do you want?" Ikaw. Joke lang.
"I ah, are you free tonight? I mean dinner time?" I asked
"Why? I have to do some errands. How important is it ba?" Hayy
"Oh, about what happened a week ago? Just want to clear things out and say I'm sorry" sabi ko
"No biggie, just like you said, it's NOTHING" pinagdiinan nya salitang nothing.
"No, I mean, Deanna just hear me out I guess? Please?" Pagmamakaawa ko
"Okay. Fine. At the restaurant near my condo para madali lang akong makauwi" oh wow. Pero okay na din. Kahit ako ang mapapalayo nito ngayon.
"Okay, 7pm is that okay?" I said
"Make it 7:30pm. I know you jema" okay. Hehe
"Great, I mean. See you?"
"Yeah, bye" sungit tsk.
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I promise after this, magiging normal na lahat sa amin. I mean , babalik na kami sa dati. Magkaibigan ..
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D's
Unbelievable, napaka manhid talaga nya. Tsk. Pero okay na din kasi wala talaga akong balak makausap sya.
Oo, wala. Mga 1 month ganun (marupok.jpeg) hayy. Basta bahala sya mamaya.
6pm, nag early out ako dahil baka traffic ngayon edi malelate ako. Di ako excited. FYI guys.
After 45 mins. Nakarating na ako sa condo ko, nagbihis ng not-so-very formal na damit. Kasi nga dinner lang yun. Tsaka pagod akong mag ayos.
I picked, navy blue 3/4 polo tsaka black pants at black Topsiders shoes. Okay na. Diba not so formal? Haha.
After ko magbihis. I check my clock and it shows 7:15pm na. Just in time. Kasi malapit lang naman ang resto na sinabi ko.
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--At the restaurant--
"Hi" nahihiyang Bati nya
"Why so tensed jema?" I sarcastically said
"Sorry, ah, order na tayo?"
"Order lang walang tayo. Well anyways. Yeah sure" cool na sabi ko.
Did I say na naka dress sya ngayon? Well now you know. Okay , Deanna, don't expect and don't assume. Tsk
I ordered steak na well-done. Kasi di ako pwede sa Hindi maayos na pagkaluto haha skl.
She ordered steak also with red wine. Okay, lasengga talaga. Tsk.
"Can we talk while eating?" Singit nya
"Okay. No problem" and I lay my back on the chair. Arm's crossed in my chest.
"About what happened last week, I'm really sorry. I know we've talked about it pero it just happened. I can't control myself siguro kaya ayon. About I acted that morning, I'm really sorry too, I didn't mean it, its just that, I don't want us to be awkward I guess. Kaya nagawa ko yun" mahabang sabi nya
"Honestly, I don't know what to say. That night, di ko pinagsisihan yun. I know there's something in there pero just like you said, me either, I don't want us to be awkward to each other kaya its okay. " I smiled
"Hayy salamat naman, di kaya ako nakapag concentrate sa trabaho ko this week because of you" finally wala na yung strong aura namin. Pero I just can't . I mean. Di ba pwedeng kami na lang ulit?
"Ikaw kasi eh. Well kalimutan na natin yun" okay ang plastic ko
"Yahh, let's eat na. I know you're tired" typical jema.
We started eating our dinner at nagkwentuhan kami ng kung ano ano. Catch things up ganun
I don't know , pero okay lang sa akin na ganito kami. Walang ilangan. (Okay nga lang ba?)
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After 2hrs. Nagpaalam na kami sa isa't isa. I asked her to come with me and sleep in my condo kasi naka inom na sya pero she declined. And I accepted it.
Hayy jema. Mababaliw ako sayo.
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