It was a perfect moment
indeed, it was a perfect moment
but a tragic one.
Perfect, in a sense that I've felt in love
tragic, cause it'll never be the same way 'round
perfect, but tragic
tragic but perfect.
Tragic, 'cause it felt so scary to bet on something you're not sure of
perfect b'coz of the thought you might win.
perfect, the idea of us in the end,
tragic, the idea of the idea.
we take one step at a time,
but when i am about to take another one
you take another step also.
backwards.
I hate the idea of being a choic
ebut you leave me no choice.
you, wanting someone
me, wanting you.
cliche.
You just taking me for granted
bcoz i could give you what u need
talking to me when the other is out.
forget me when that other came out.
just tell me you don't need me
and i will gladly go.
just tell me "you shouldn't do that", cause I will be out.
thank you, for making me feel I'm loved.
for making me important.
for making me, special.
thought its not true but, still.
Now, it is a perfect moment for me to let go.
perfect to unpack my own baggage and all.
perfect for making myself
perfect to love my self.
somehow it is, tragic.
but it is all in my mind.
the idea of me being with you and
the reality that it is and always stays an idea
I know I am the only one.
the only one that make me felt this way.
no one is to blame
but yeah, I am only a human.
making some tragic mistakes
but leaving a perfect lesson.
indeed, a perfect and tragic.
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let's take some break muna haha.
Sorry po kung di ako nakakapag update.! di ko pa matantya yung utak ko. lately kasi napakadaming nangyare. But, I will post mamaya. antay lang po hehe. yun lang.
BTW, it is a poem I made kagabi. I was feeling alone kasi haha basta. free to judge it.
thank you pala sa sumusuporta sa story na to. sa mga nag cocomment, labyou all!
stay safe!
