Yanna:
I looked at the figure of Hoseok leaving me alone in the conference room. What has gotten into him and Mr. Kim? They are acting pretty weird. Mr. Kim just seemed too friendly and Hoseok has seemed to avoid me.
I shrugged the thought off and returned to my work area. I fixed my things and put some of them inside the cabinet. I'm not gonna be here for almost three weeks because of the Holiday breaks but I'm surely not gonna miss the pile of paper works that greets me everyday.
I left my workplace and drove off to my apartment. I looked at the surroundings as I drive. The streets are now covered in snow and different Christmas decorations can already be seen. It's the second week of December and Christmas is surely coming. Well I hope Santa is coming too.
I arrived in my apartment and saw Tan. He approached me and I carried him to my room. I changed my clothes and turned my apartment heater on. I sat on the couch and planned on what I will do during the holidays.
This Christmas might be the saddest Christmas I'll ever have. This will be my first time celebrating Christmas alone. Well, I'm sure Tan will be with me but I hope I can celebrate Christmas with someone too. My aunt just died last year and I can still clearly remember how I celebrated every Christmas with her. She always had gifts for me. She was the best I ever had after my parents died. But now, she's with them and I'm all alone.
I sighed as I remember that I should not be sad again. I should help myself up and go on with life. I'm sure my parents and my aunt wants to see me be happy and strong even without them. I'm ready to go on without them, only the memories of their love with me.
I remembered about the decorations I bought for my room.I should decorate my room now. My room
looks dull without decorations.
I entered my room and picked up the plastic bag which contains the decorations I bought with Hoseok. I wiped the dust off the wall. I bought a new wallpaper, a bright colored one.
I changed my room's wallpaper and wiped the picture frames hung on my wall. I also put a picture of me and my parents back when I was 8 on my study table. I posted some of my pictures on the wall and put designs on them. I also put some encouraging quotes just to help me cheer up.
I smiled as I toured my eye inside my room. My rooms looks entirely different now. From a gloomy dark room to a happy bright one.
I started sweeping the floor and discarding the excess colored papers I used in decorating.
I went out the to kitchen and prepared a dinner for me. I fed Tan and did my night routine. I changed into my pajamas and plopped on the bed.
Hoseok hasn't sent me a message yet. How odd. I decided to text him first this time.
Me:
Hey Hobi;) Are you alright?
Hoseok♡:
Hey Yanna. Why do you ask?
Me:
Well, first you haven't messaged me first and you just left me inside the conference room this afternoon.
Hoseok♡:
I'm okay Yanna. I'm sorry I left.
Me:
Why did you suddenly leave?
Hoseok:
I was on my bed, my phone on my hand thinking deeply if I should text Yanna or not. I was in the middle of thinking and my phone suddenly lit up. Yanna has sent me a message. OMG
She asked me if I was okay and she asked me why I suddenly left. What will I reply?
I myself don't know why I left. I just felt a little unsure feeling inside of me when I saw Yanna with his boss. I saw her smile at him. I should be the only one making her smile like that. WAIT WHAT? OMG. AM I JEALOUS?
Why am I jealous? Whatever, I'll just think about it later. I should apologize to Yanna. But, what will I say? What will I reason out? I hope she'll understand. I typed a reply and sent it to her.
Yanna:
Hoseok sent a reply.
Hoseok♡:
I'm wasn't just feeling right that time. I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you Yanna.
Me:
How are you gonna make it up to me?
Hoseok♡:
You'll see. I'll just text you. Be ready.
Me:
Oh okay. I'm sure I'll be ready. Just make sure it's gonna be exciting Mr. Jung.
Hoseok♡:
I'm sure it will be.
Me:
Okay fine. Good night then. I look forward to that.
Hoseok♡:
Yeah sure. Good night Yanna.
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