missclick || hyunsung 『english 』

thirty-two

prince.hvang
heu

x.squirrel.x
hey?

prince.hvang
i fucked up everything

x.squirrel.x
what? what happened?

prince.hvang
you know how it feels
when you like somebody
and you try to talk to him
but you fuck up everything

x.squirrel.x
i know how it feels to like somebody and never talk to him
i'll ask one more time
what happened?

prince.hvang
you were at Chan's party, right?
there's a boy
oh god, he's so fucking cute
I kissed him, I danced with him
and he ran away
fuck, I'm so stupid
what the hell I did wrong?

x.squirrel.x
who are you talking about?

prince.hvang
Han Jisung
I don't know if you know him
but he's so fucking perfect

x.squirrel.x
maybe he had a reason?
maybe it wasn't your fault?

prince.hvang
it was my fault
I fucked up
I shouldn't talk to him when I'm drunk and just do it when I'll get sober
I'm scared that something happened to him
I'm so fucking scared

x.squirrel.x
hmm
maybe he just got scared too?

prince.hvang
you think so?

x.squirrel.x
mhm

prince.hvang
fuck, I'd like to hold him in my arms one more time and do it all better

x.squirrel.x
maybe things will get well soon?

prince.hvang
I think he likes somebody else
I'm sure that he doesn't want to know me

x.squirrel.x
why do you think like that?

prince.hvang
cause I'm a fucking egoist
everybody thinks that I'm only a bad boy who only wants to fuck with somebody
they think that I can't fell in love, that I only want to have sex
but Jisung...
he is different
I feel how my heart goes faster when I see him
and now I'm crying like a kid

x.squirrel.x
I'm sorry

prince.hvang
what?

x.squirrel.x
sorry, wrong chat
goodnight

prince.hvang
see? even you think that I'm a freak

x.squirrel.x
kinda nice freak

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