thirty-six

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real.devil
hey, Jeongin

im.not.smoll
umm
hey?

real.devil
everything's fine?

im.not.smoll
i don't know if it's fine
i'm sorry Kim, i fucked up
again

real.devil
why do you say sorry?
i fucked up, not you

im.not.smoll
i ran away
again
i'm running away all the time
if something is hard I run away

real.devil
if didn't fuck up everything, you wouldn't run away

im.not.smoll
you didn't fuck up anything

real.devil
so why did you run away again?
because of me

im.not.smoll
i ran away cause I'm scared
cause I'm not good for you
cause I'm only an antisocial kid

real.devil
you're a kid who I like
and maybe it isn't obviously

im.not.smoll
but what

real.devil
that you're special for me

im.not.smoll
i don't know what to say now

real.devil
you mean so much for me
i wanted to tell it at the party, but everything went wrong

im.not.smoll
i'm sorry
it's all my fault

real.devil
it's not your fault Innie

im.not.smoll
btw have you seen Jisung before?
he and Felix have disappeared and I couldn't find them

real.devil
i know that Jisung was having a good time with Hyunjin
but I don't know what happened after it

im.not.smoll
i'm scared that something happened
cause he doesn't answer me

real.devil
if he ended up with Hyunjin, nobody knows where he is and what happened

im.not.smoll
you're right
you never know if Jisung is crying in his bed or drinking with Hyunjin right now

real.devil
or they're doing something else

im.not.smoll
sorry but I heard a lot about Hyunjin
and I'm scared that he could hurt Sung

real.devil
i don't think that he wants to hurt him
he really likes Jisung

im.not.smoll
you shocked me honestly

real.devil
?

im.not.smoll
i've never seen that he really cares about someone
u know
Hyunjin has bad boy's reputation

real.devil
i know him better, he's my friend

im.not.smoll
i know i know
maybe i don't know Jisung as well as Felix
but I know that he has really soft heart

real.devil
which Hyunjin doesn't want to break
like I don't want to break yours

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