missclick || hyunsung 『english 』

forty-six

x.squirrel.x
what
the
fuck
has
just
happened

f.lix.x
what happened?
did you send your ass to someone again?

x.squirrel.x
it's not funny right now, Felix
better sit down cause you're gonna drop

f.lix.x
i'm lying

x.squirrel.x
Hyunjin
he . . .

f.lix.x
what

x.squirrel.x
he knows everything???

f.lix.x
wait what
how?
did you tell him?

x.squirrel.x
no
i have no idea how he found out
but he knows everything
who i am
about Chan
and about the fact that i know what he feels
but he said he doesn't want to know why i lied to him
he just wants to know why did i run away
nothing more

f.lix.x
oh fuck

x.squirrel.x
that's not the end, bro
i couldn't tell him about my panic attacks through messages
so he asked if i had they
and i did

f.lix.x
you're gonna meet him?
or you already did it?

x.squirrel.x
i did it

f.lix.x
oh fuck
and what?
did he fuck you?

x.squirrel.x
Felix, i'm trying to tell you something important, you aren't helping me

f.lix.x
okay, sorry

x.squirrel.x
i entered this fucking car
and i told him everything
and i had panic attack again
but he also panicked
and pulled me to him
and hugged me
and maybe it was a little weird but it helped
a lot

f.lix.x
OMG
and what then what then

x.squirrel.x
i calmed down

f.lix.x
aww

x.squirrel.x
he kissed me
fucking Hwang Hyunjin kissed me

f.lix.x
JSKDHSISBXHHSS
WHAT THE FUCK
HOLLY SHIT
HOW IT WAS
FEELINGS AND EFFECTS

x.squirrel.x
i'd also like to know
i'm lying on the bed and i'm staring at the ceiling smiling like a dumbass

f.lix.x
but wait
U LIKED IT?

x.squirrel.x
my heart still beats very fast as i think about it
it was the best moment in this fucking school

f.lix.x
apropos love things
you talked with Chan, didn't you?

x.squirrel.x
dude, i'm telling you that i was kissing with Hyunjin and you're talking to my about fucking Chan
but yes, i talked with him

f.lix.x
did he tell you everything?

x.squirrel.x
yes
i'm not mad at u
somewhere inside i've always known that i'll never be with Chan
i care about your happiness, not about my unfulfilled love

f.lix.x
then everything's fine?

x.squirrel.x
and this kiss...
it was different