When You Love Someone

•Chapter two

Robyn's pov
i arrived at my best friends house, i couldn't wait to see her. i walked in and everything was the same as the last time i was here, i smiled with the feeling of familiarity. i ran upstairs into Lilith's room, i saw her sitting in her hanging chair. she got up and ran to me embacing me in a hug.
"i missed you so much!" she screamed into my shoulder. i pulled away from her and smiled.
"i missed you too Lil's" i said as we sat down on her bed and she caught me up on the small details of her life, there wasn't much i didn't know. she talked about how her parents loved her girlfriend and how they were really accepting that she was pansexual. i smiled happy for her. she looked at me signalling me to talk about my life.
"i'm having a major crisis" i started, Lilith looked confused and slowly nodded.
"well i walked into school today and i was looking at this girl who was obviously the popular girl. her friend called me a creep and her boyfriend mocked me but she stood up for me. then after science she came up to me and asked if i could tutor her in science but said no one can know about it" i explained whilst swinging on her hanging chair as she lay on her bed.
"so what's the crisis other than the popular people think your a creep" Lilith asked jokingly prodding me with her finger. i chucked a pillow at her and she laughed.
"well the problem is well.. i think i have a crush on her..." i mumbled. Lilith sat up in shock, i laughed nervously.
"you have a crush on a girl?!" she almost shouted, i put my finger to my lips telling her to be quiet.
"so do you know what you are yet?" she asked as i swung in the chair a bit more.
"no i guess i'm still in shock from the actual fact that i like a girl... it's crazy hard to accept" i replied covering my hands with my jumper sleeves nervously before wincing at the pain from last nights cuts. i covered that up with a smile and carried on asking Lilith's many questions.
"you should text her" she said casually, i looked at her in shock. i forgot how upfront and how confident she was.
"it's not that easy" i said.
"sure it is just say hi!" she replied whilst biting into a chocolate bar, she always had the best snacks.
"nope no way am i doing that" i said as i crossed my arms.
"yes you are!" Lilith said, we carried on arguing like that for about 10 minuets until i realised she isn't going to give up.
"your not going to let me not do it are you?" i sighed.
"nope so get your phone out and do it" she demanded as i picked up my phone, i copied Ashely's number into my phone. i
typed in Hi and pressed, i chucked my phone onto Lilith's bed.
"done" i said.
"aww little Robyn is being more confident!" she joked ticking me, i laughed just as i got notification. we both look towards my phone in sync. she ran towards it and picked it up. she smiled jumping up and down.
"she replied she replied!!" Lilith screamed as she carried on jumping.
"give me my phone then!"i exclaimed as Lilith threw my phone at me. i looked at the message on my screen, it was a simple 'who is this?' but i still got exited.
"what are you going to say?" Lilith asked eagerly.
"i will just say it's Robyn... that's good right?" i asked. Lilith faked looking shocked.
"no way... you need to write this. it's Robyn and you are..?" she said.
"doesn't that sound rude?" i asked.
"listen if you sound easy to get she will never want you everyone wants the popular people so if you play hard to get she will be more interested" Lilith explained like it was the most obvious thing in the world. i nodded my head and wrote what she told me to. i presses send and waited. i got another notification not even a minute after.
"what did she say?" Lilith asked as i looked at the message.
"she said it's Ashely from science... i guess your so gorgeous so many people gave you their number lol." I mumbled as Lilith looked shocked then a smirk crossed her face.
"i told you playing hard to get would work! okay now you need to put this, i guess so lol...anyways wuu2? put it now!" Lilith exclaimed prodding me with her finger.
"okay okay" i said as i typed in the message. i will just show you how our text conversation went.
Ashely:
i'm chilling... anyways shall we meet up at my house tomorrow for tutoring?
Me:
i mean i could fit that in... i will see you tomorrow then
Ashely:
see you tomorrow :)

Ashely's pov
i knew what she was doing, she was playing hard to get but why was that making me like her? there was something about her that is just so addictive, if i wasn't staring at Robyn in awe i was thinking about her and now i had just invited her to my house. i sighed and put down my phone, i ignored the notifications. i decided to go downstairs and get a snack, my parents were arguing as per usual. i turned around and headed back upstairs snack free. i stared out of my window but my eyes drifted to my mirror. i walked over to it and lifted up my jumper, i knew i was skinny but a part of me wanted to be skinnier. i used to have bulimia, i stopped making myself making myself sick. recently i kept feeling the old feelings again my mind went straight to the bathroom. i pushes those feelings down and went to bed.