When You Love Someone

•Chapter eight

Ashley's POV
we had been friends with Liliana and Emma for about 2 weeks now. i loved that we've found people that accept us for us. as much as i loved spending time with them i missed having Robyn all to myself. i decided to invite her to my house for a sleepover on Saturday as my parents where out of the house, dad at a business trip and mum on holiday. i thought it would be nice to have a movie night and make cookies. so i woke up on saturday and shoved on some sports legging and a hoodie. i grabbed my bag and got my bike out of the garage. it took me ten minuets to ride to Tesco's, when i got there i looked up my bike and grabbed a trolly. i walked around half asleep and got the ingredients, when i found the chocolate chips i reached for them just to find my hand being brushed against someone else's. i pulled my hand away quickly and mumbled an apology. when i looked up from the ground my eyes met with the eyes of Mrs Jasmine herself. my heart ached whilst i looked at her.
"making our cookies?" she asked sadly, i nodded my head.
"with Robyn?" she asked and i nodded again sadly.
"i'm making them with Jason" her voice cracked and it hurt me. i nodded not allowing the tears to fall down my cheeks, i went to turn around when Jasmine tapped my shoulder.
"wait please just listen" she said. i pauses and turned around. "i'm really sorry Ashy, i really am. the whole popularity thing over took me and i lost sight of what matters, my best friend. i'm really sorry for how i behaved and that i'm dating Jason. i'm not going to stop dating him, what we have was real and i'm sorry. can we be friends again if not friends acquaintances?" Jasmine begged, i saw tears fall down her cheeks. i took a deep breath but my voice shook. 
"i'm sorry Jasmine but you've hurt me too much. i'm not willing to forgive you not now at least. i really am sorry Jasmine, i hope one day we will become friends again. one day but that day isn't today." i managed to say before i walked towards the check out. i payed for my stuff and cycled home as fast as i could.

later i heard the doorbell ring, i got out of my bed and walked downstairs. may i add that i looked trash, no makeup, my hair in a messy bun and i had unflattering clothes on. i opened the door and there stood a gorgeous as ever Robyn. she smiled at me but then frowned. she placed her hand on my cheek.
"have you been crying?" she asked and i broke down into tears again. she ran to me and embraced me into a hug, rocked me back and forth. she kissed my forehead. somehow Robyn picked me up and placed me on the sofa. she took my head in her hands and put it on her lap. she let me cry and she played with my hair just as she knew i liked it. she met me cry until i was ready to talk. i told her about what happened with Jasmine.
"i'm sorry for ruining our date night" i mumbled into Robyn's shoulder. she laughed lightly.
"nope you breaking down and crying is exactly what i had in mind" Robyn joked ticking me, i playfully hit her. she grabbed my hands and pulled me up off of the sofa.
"come on then let's make cookies" she said and we walked over to the kitchen together. i showed her how to make them and it was fun. i realised it didn't matter about the memories we had it mattered about how she changed and the person she had become wasn't nice. i was going to make new ones with someone that loves me. Robyn bent down and put the cookies in the oven.
"done!" she turned around to face me with a dot of flour on her nose. i pulled her into my arms and wiped her nose with my finger.
"oh god no that's so embarrassing!" she said and covered her face with her hands. i pulled her hands down and kissed her deeply.
"your adorable" i said in between kisses. we made out until the oven timer went off. the cookies where amazing. we sat in my room and watched movies all night. i fell asleep at around 3 in the morning.
Robyn's POV
Ashely was still asleep, she looked so young when she slept. her hair all messy and the way if i moved she would subconsciously snuggle into me. i loved that girl so much, she was beautiful. i pulled her close to me and wrapped my leg around hers. i close my eyes and fell back asleep holding onto the girl i loved.