When You Love Someone

•Chapter thirteen

A/N- fun fact i wore the second dress to a wedding a couple months ago!
Ashley's POV
we arrived home after going camping, it was the Christmas holidays finally! i unpacked my stuff and stayed out of the way from my parents. my dad stormed into my room followed by my mum.
"we're going away for the Christmas holidays. your presents are under the tree. stay safe." My mum said and giving me a quick hug and my dad placing his hand on my head.
"bye" he said. they walked out of my room and i rolled my eyes. typical mum and dad always leaving. i put on some Netflix on my tv and put in a face mask ready to chill out. my phone buzzed and i saw i had a message notification. it was from Robyn.
Robyn🖤:
hey so my aunt is having a wedding in a few days and my mum said i could bring a friend so i was wondering if you want to come? xxx
Me:
friend zoned ouch! i would love to come xxx
Robyn🖤:
you know what i mean 🙄😂 i will tell my mum now. xxx
Me:
okay... i love you xxx
Robyn🖤:
i love you too xxx
i put my phone down and concentrated on The good place.

a few days passed and i chilled out most of them days and i talked to Robyn everyday without fail. the day before the wedding Robyn and i went dress shopping.
"okay so we should wear red, a dark red. i think that would look nice" Robyn said as we looked through dresses. i nodded my head in agreement. we tried on dresses for hours until we found ones we like. Robyn chose a soft, tight topped dress with a flowing bottom(see image one) and i chose a beautiful dress with a lace top and gap between top and skirt(see image two). we brought them and left the shopping centre. i walked Robyn home and hung out at her house for a bit. most of what we did included making out. when i arrived home, the house was as lonely as ever. i closed my eyes and thought of a family house and future with Robyn. i went to pack instead of packing late minuet like when we went camping. i looked at the dress one more times, i wondered if i was going to wear something like this to prom with Robyn. i packed everything and fell asleep early.

"okay girl you can come to the reception but not the party as you are too young. that's also why Harmony didn't come. you can do whatever you want inside of the hotel. is that okay?" Robyn's mum asked and i sat in the car the next day. We were sitting in the back of her seven seater as there was weirdly more room in the middle of the car than the boot. her mum couldn't see us so Robyn held my hand.
"that's okay mum!" Robyn replied, i nodded my head in agreement. the journey took around 4 hours but it was so fun. Robyn's mum was so nice, it made me wish my mum was better. i never felt much love towards her but there was this one part of me that knew she loved me, even if it was only a little bit.

when we arrived at the hotel i blown away with how fancy it was. Robyn's parents had a separate room to Robyn and i. our room had a massive double bed,wardrobe and vanity. there was a bathroom connected to the room with a massive jet bathtub. we had 3 hours to get ready as the wedding started at 11, we had a very early start to the day. we got dressed and did our hair and makeup just in time. we made our way to the church and Robyn said hello to her family. i stood near the back awkwardly, we were the only teenagers there so i couldn't talk to anyone, that's when i saw her. Jasmine  looked just as surprised to see me and i was to see her. what was she doing at Robyn's aunts wedding? she walked over to me and smiled sadly.
"hey" she said.
"hi. so umm why are you here?" i asked and looked at the ground.
"oh umm Grace is my mums best friend so here i am. i'm not going to the party as i'm guessing your not either, i will be hanging out with Jason. he's over there" she said and pointed to Jason, i rolled my eyes. well this day was already ruined, i took in a sharp breath to try not to scream at Jasmine.
"why did you come up to me?" i asked annoyed. Jessica looked shocked but didn't get mad.
"because i wanted to know if you had enough time to think, so have you?" Jasmine asked. Jason started to walk over and he put his arm around Jasmine's shoulder.
"why are you talking to Ashely?" Jason asked sounding disgusted.
"i see you've managed to keep up your arrogance then?" i said sarcastically. Jason looked shocked and i just rolled my eyes.
"Jason lets go" Jasmine said dragging Jason away. i let out the breath i didn't know i was holding and saw that Robyn was approaching me.
"what did they want?!" Robyn asked annoyed.
"oh nothing just here to be rude as per usual. we should go in now" I said realising that everyone had gone inside. Robyn looked around before planting a kiss on my lips.

the reception was pretty boring, just a lot of standing up and sitting down. after the reception Robyn and i made our way to the swimming pool. i always liked swimming and felt calm as i sawn through the clear water. after we went swimming Robyn and i went up to our room. we hung out until around 12 in the morning.
"so i want you to tell me the truth and tell me what Jasmine wanted when she talked to you" Robyn said.
"she wanted to know if i had thought about us being friends again" i explained not wanting to talk about it.
"okay, and you said?" Robyn tried to get me to talk.
"i didn't get to say anything, Jason came over and she dragged him away." i said getting slightly annoyed that she was pushing met to talk about it.
"how did you feel about it?" she asked and i sighed.
"fine" i answered internally begging for the conversation to be over.
"i know your not fine Ashy please just tell me what's wrong" Robyn said and i sat up.
"look can't you tell i don't want to talk about it! over told you what happened and how i feel ain't that enough? so stop pushing it okay?'" i shouted and Robyn looked hurt.
"i was just trying to be a good girlfriend, i'm sorry" Robyn whispered on the verge of tears. i took one looked at her and hated myself for making her cry. i sighed and hugged her.
"i'm sorry i'm just stressed out with the whole situation." i said. Robyn pushed me away and shook her head.
"you don't get to make me cry then give me a half hearted apology. i'm going for a walk" Robyn said sounding hurt and storming out of the room. i sat down on our bed and cried. how can i mess up everything i do?!