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Luke Brooks

“Luke you need to get your anger under control, it’s not my fault that you left your phone in the back of the taxi.” I said as calmly as possible.

"I JUST NEED MY FUCKIN PHONE AND WALLET BACK, I ASKED YOU TO DO ONE THING TO HELP ME AND YOU CAN’T GET IT RIGHT!" He screamed back at me. The rest of the other boys all just stood there awkwardly whilst I was standing in the doorway with him sitting outside.

"Luke, I can’t help that babe." My voice softened.

"IT’S 2013 BABE, NO ONE SAYS BABE ANYMORE!” He snapped back angrily.

"LUKE! It’s not my fault that you left your fuckin’ phone there, it’s your fault!" I screamed back at him.

"YOU DIDN’T EVEN TRY TO HELP ME!" He screamed at the top of his lungs.

"YOU HAVE TO STOP TAKING YOUR ANGER OUT ON ME, I CAN’T TAKE IT MUCH LONGER.” I said, turning around and going up to our shared bedroom.

"That was a dog move mate." I heard Beau say as I walked off. I ran up the stairs and opened the door, slamming it closed behind me. 

I laid down on the bed. What a mess my life is. He doesn’t have proper bed sheets on his bed nor does he have a bed frame or proper furniture. There are cans of red bull everywhere and his clothes are all over the floor. I let out a few silent tears as I looked around at how messy his room was.

I got up and started to fold all the clean clothes and make a pile of his dirty clothes. If I was gonna sit up here and be upset I might as well do something. I sorted all his clothes back into the wardrobe and put sheets onto the bed. 

Once I was done I climbed into the bed, laying on his side. I pushed my face into his pillow and breathed in his scent. I loved him so much but he was right, I couldn’t do anything right. It was a simple request for me to call his phone but I forgot.

A few more warm tears slipped down my face and soon enough a steady stream was coming down. I heard the door open and close but I pretended to be asleep.

"It’s not Luke, it’s Jai." Jai said from behind me. I rolled over and sat up, wiping away the tears frantically.

"Don’t cry." He said softly, sitting next to me and hugging me.

"I can’t do anything right." I mumbled.

"Yes you can. His room is always such a mess and look what you’ve done, you’ve gone and cleaned it for him. See, this is how good you are to my brother and trust me he appreciates it. He’s downstairs right now on the brink of tears because he was scared that you were up here packing your stuff to leave." He stated, hugging me tighter.

"Then why didn’t he come up to check on me instead of sending you up here?" I sniffed.

"Because he was worried that he’d make things worse Y/N trust me he loves you to pieces." He told me. I just stayed silent and took in what Jai was saying. It was true, I love him to pieces and I never want him to leave and I will never leave.

"I would never leave him."

"Luke doesn’t know that though Y/N, you need to tell him that. Do you want me to send him up here?" He asked quietly to which I nodded. Jai squeezed me tighter once more then pulled away, disappearing down the stairs.

I laid back down on the bed and a few more tears rolled down my face. Why did we always fight? Why did he always have to be angry with me?

As soon as his face appeared in the doorway I burst into tears again and his face fell to the floor. He raced over to the right side of the bed where I was laying and got to his knees.

"Don’t cry, no please don’t cry. Don’t cry because of me, I’m not worth it. You know it breaks my heart." he whispered frantically, wiping away my tears.

"But that’s the thing, to me you are worth my tears but I don’t seem to be worth anything to you anymore Luke. I love you too much and it’s hurting."

He pulled me in closely and kissed me on the head.

"Y/N I love you sooooooo much it’s insane. You are actually my world and I know I don’t always show it but I really really love you and I have no idea what I would do without you. I know I have anger issues and a short temper but I can’t help it sometimes." He whispered to me. His words melted my heart and I finally wrapped my arms around him and accepted the hug.

"I know but I do things and you don’t even notice." 

"I noticed that you cleaned my room… but there were more pressing issues at hand. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have gotten worked up about a stupid phone. You were right it isn’t your fault it’s mine, I lost it but I don’t wanna lose you." he told me. I looked up into his warm brown eyes and he leant forward and kissed me.

He knew how to make everything better again and I don’t care that his temper is like a bomb waiting to explode, I love him and he loves me.

"I would never leave you Luke, I love you too much."

"I love you too and I would never leave either." He said, holding me closer than before.