Beau brooks

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"Hey babe, do you want to go swimming?" Beau asked, playing with my hair.

"Yeah sure." I smiled. I was in a good mood today. Beau slept over last night and we were still in bed. 

"Come on then baby, lets go out to the pool." I smiled and hopped out of bed. I searched through my drawers until i found my high waisted red and white polka dot bikini. It reminded me of the fifties for some reason.

I got changed and went to find beau outside.

He was sat on the edge of the pool with his feet in the water. I slowly crept up behind him and pushed him in before erupting into laughter.

Once he came back up from under the water he glared at me before he started laughing too. 

I sat down on the edge of the pool, like an idiot, and beau grabbed my leg and pulled me in. 

"I should’ve seen that coming." I laughed. 

Beau smirked and grabbed my waist, causing me to wince in pain.

He moved his hands away. “What the hell.” I looked down at my waist to see some of my cuts. 

How could i be so stupid? To go swimming when I cut the night before.

"Babe, how long have you been doing this?" He turned my arm around to check my wrists.

My eyes started to tear up.

"I don’t cut my wrists," I told him. "th-three years." Tears were rolling down my cheeks now.

He wiped the tears off my cheek. “Baby please don’t do this.” He was crying now. Great. Go and upset your boyfriend. “You mean so much to me, and if i lose you I don’t know what i will do baby. You have to stop ruining your body.”

"I can’t beau. Its - Its like an addiction." I sobbed. "I’ve tried to stop but i can’t even go a fucking day. I’m messed up."

"You will stop. I’ll do whatever i can to help you baby but you can’t keep doing this to yourself."

He softly pressed his lips against mine. “I love you.”

"I love you too." I muttered before kissing him again.

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