One minute everything thing is fine, then next I'm running to the bathroom to cry. So how do you cope? How do you make the pain go away? The truth is the pain will never go away. I've come into multiple angel moms from this book and support groups. Something all of them still have in common? They miss their child, their baby. Whether it's been 8 years or a week, these women miss their children more than anything in the world. So, I've decided to share some of the ways I am coping through this horrible time.
•I walk around and sleep with the first shirt I bought for El. It makes me feel like they are near me.
• Bake!! I love food. Who doesn't? I've found that baking keeps my mind off of things. And you get to eat the yummy dessert after!
•Keeping your mind off things, whether its talking to a friend, reading a book, or getting outside. Always try to keep your mind off of the topic.
•Shower, I know this sounds simple but like I've said previously it gets hard. I cry in the shower and have everytime I take one. The water helps cover my tears when I think about El. I also like to listen to music sometimes
•Music!! I've always been a fam of music so this one is one of the best things for me. The selection of music the world has is amazing. I can't even explain how music makes me feel, whether it is happy or sad music. I will list some songs at the bottom for you moms who need a good cry after your miscarriage or if you are battling infertility. Either way you are a warrior!
•Keep a journal and write! That's what I am doing here today, but I also have a journal that I've had since the night before I found out I miscarried my Ellington. Instead of writing to everyone, I write directly to El. I cry every single time I write an entry but crying is food sometimes. Ya know? Maybe I'll post some one day. Is that something you guys would like? I am here to share my story and help you guys! I love you all so much and remember to stay inside and stay safe!
Songs:
I Would Die for That -Kellie Coffy
Small Bump -Ed Sheeran
Bottle By My Bed -Sunny Sweeney
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Missing Your Miscarriage
Non-FictionTW: This is the story of how I am coping with the loss of my beautiful Ellington Rae. I am sharing my story to spread awareness that this could happen to anyone, anywhere. I hope you take the time to read this and I hope I can help you find some pea...
