Break My Walls Down||D.J.S {1}✓

27. Promises Are Always Broken

Recap: And for Emery, everything went black...
⚠️⚠️ Suicidal mentions. Please don't EVER do this to yourself. I went through it and I'm not quite sure I conpletely made it out of that pit. But it's terrible. And my Pm's are always open to those who wanna talk, ans need someone to talk to, who need someone to be there for them because Ik how it feels like⚠️⚠️

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Emery's eyes slowly opened, her vision slightly blurry but adjusting themselves, her eyes widening at a brunette she realised to be Alexa saying something to the two boys in front of her.

Once her ears cleared of the slight ringing, the first thing she heard was Alexa's voice at the loudest she had ever heard, directed at the fellow brunettes in front of her.

Emery took in her surroundings to see that she was on a comfortable bed, with a cold washcloth placed on her forehead and she was wrapped up in a warm blanket.

"HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU EVEN THINK OF DOING THAT. SO WHAT? SO WHAT IF SHE SLIGHTLY BURNT YOUR HAND ZACH? DID YOU SEE THE LONG BURN ON HER FOREARM?!?! SHE FUCKING BURNT HERSELF HELPING YOU. SCREW THE BURN, LOOK AT THE LINES ON HER ARM. LOOK AT THOSE RED AND WHITE LINES. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SUICIDAL?!? LOOK AT HER. SHE'S SO BROKEN...." Alexa yelled and Zach looked up for a split second and Emery saw his eyes watering.

"Alexa..." Emery tried to say but her voice wouldn't work. Her throat was too dry to function and helplessly, she watched as Alexa moved on to yelling at her own boyfriend.

"You knew Daniel...YOU FUCKING KNEW AND YOU STILL PUSHED HER TO THE EDGE-" Alexa yelled, and was cut off by Daniel loosing his cool and yelling back at her. "SO WHAT IF SHE'S SUICIDAL. WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT SUICIDE?! NOTHING! SO STOP ACTING LIKE YOU DO. IT'S HER FAULT THAT SHE EVEN CAME HERE. OH LOOK! LITTLE MISS PRINCESS IS AWAKE!" Yelled an extremely angry Daniel.

But Alexa stood there, not even turning around to look at Emery as the rest of her friends excluding the arguing couple rushed to the currently bed ridden girl, Zach in the lead. "I'm so sorry. I'm such a terrible person. Please forgive me" he begged and Emery smiled softly, nodding to show that the older boy was forgiven and Zach sighed in happiness and threw his arms around her. "Uh...Sorry" he said, withdrawing his arms from around the girl, who, not for the first time in her life, wanted someone's comforting arms around her.

"See Daniel, That's where your wrong. I'm not suicidal? See for yourself then" Alexa breathed and she heard the girls beside her gasp. "Lexa...No...Please tell me you didn't" begged Christina and Alexa hung her head as she pulled up the long sleeved top she was wearing, making everyone in the room gasp.

For there were 10 clean cuts, deep and puffed around the edges in a deep wine colour. Emery pushed everyone away as she stood up. "From one suicidal to another, those cuts are done by a razor right? I'm guessing second blade considering their very clean" Emery said, tracing her index finger on the cuts and Alexa nodded.

"I know your's was third blade on the razor. It's not that clean. Guessing you were too angry and slashed rapidly. But don't use anti-septic cream. Vaseline seals it better" Alexa said, and every other human in that room was left baffled and the two girls, who were comparing cuts.

"I want you to know, the biggest smiles hide the deepest secrets and darkest, broken souls" Alexa said to everyone, softly smiling a sad smile before running out of the room and Daniel ran after her. Tate walked forward and pulled Emery to sit on the bed as she wrapped her arms. "Please don't do that. When Alexa did it, we took away every sharp object. And yet, she broke the mirror and slit her wrist with the sharpest piece. Those 4 hours in the hospital waiting room were the longest hours of my life and I don't wanna go through that again" Tate whispered, Gabbie taking over the bandaging as she fell back into Jonah's chest, sobbing.

Emery just looked down, knowing that deep in her heart, she knew that every promise she ever made was always broken. Promises Are Always Broken.

Meanwhile....

Alexa ran out of the room as fast as she could, knowing very well that Daniel was hot on her trail. Running into the room, she dashed for the bathroom, almost succeding in closing the door, except that Daniel pushed through. "Fuck" Alexa cursed and grabbed a razor, slipping it into the pocket of her sweatpants. Unfortunately for her, Daniel saw it and grabbed it from her pocket and throwing it into the nearby bin.

'Like I couldn't get it out' she though, rolling her eyes and Daniel grabbed her and pulled her into a hug, burrying his face into his girlfriends neck and but Alexa pushed him away. "No Daniel. You think I don't know how it feels to be suicidal? I want you to know that in my 16  years of life, I was dead for a whole minute of that. I succeded in killing myself and the stupid doctors brought be back. Maybe they shouldn't have" Alexa said and Daniel let out a big sob.

"I'm sorry. I was annoyed that you were sticking up for her and-" Daniel cut himself off, sobbing harder as Alexa raised her hands to weave into his hair, causing Daniel to catch a glimpse of red lines.

"Shush...It's fine. I was scared she might kill herself. I don't want anyone else going through that and yet I know many do. It's terrible Daniel. I wish I could go back to when my mom and brother were alive. To when the only monsters I knew lived under my bed and not inside my head. To when everything was perfectly fine" Alexa sobbed, going from her comforting Daniel to the other way around.

After a few more minutes of cradling each other in pure and comfortable silence, Daniel spoke up. "Lexa? Promise me you won't do this again. Please" he pleaded and she shook her head. "I'll try Daniel. But I want you to know, promises aren't always kept. After all, everyone who promised me something broke it." She said, burrying her head into Daniel's chest and he shook his head. "I'll promise you now. I won't leave you. That's not happening" he said and Alexa just whimpered. "Why?" He breathed and Alexa just said oneword as she pulled away..."Blake..."

Walking down a few minutes later and recieving hugs, Alexa walked into the kitchen and began making dinner, laughing truthfully since that morning because of Daniel's constant tickles and jokes. It was seen clearly that Daniel was cheering her up and even Daniel knew it. He also knew that no matter what, Alexa deserved to be happy and he was going to give her the happiness.

And then, the doorbell rang making everyone freeze.

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Holaaa!
I ,hereby, give you full permission to whack the shit out of me for not updating.

I AM SOOO SORRY!
I'm a terrible,assnine, idiotic bitch who can't even write a couple 100 words daily.

And I am soo sorry
I'm a terrible writer and I have been so stressed with me feeling like I'm about to have 10 mental breakdowns all at the same time and I feel like just falling into bed and crying and sobbing my heart out and be emotionless but ofc, I can't

I am sooo sorry.
The update for my other book will be tomorrow. I wanna double update this book cuz I don't wanna keep you guys in the dark as to who rang the bell.

Alsooo
Imma let u in on a secret:-

It's in drafts so ya'll can calmm.
I made this spontanious desicion and I want ya'll to know that there is still a bit of this book left, its not ending so soon.
But Ik how its gon end and thus, Imma start working on that piece of...well another piece of trash.
But n e waysss

I love you guys❤
Thanks for staying with me❤
Toodle-Doo!!❤❤