*This is a short POV chapter*
I don't like feeling like this. I feel just as bad as when Jay and I and Dylan and I broke up.
It hurts more because he lied. I've had all the different types of breakups it seemed like until I didn't. Until I was hit with something different.
I lost myself. I started drinking. I let my friends influence me negatively, I let negativity influence me in general and I never want to be that person again. I wish I could be single forever. For right now in the here and now it doesn't feel so bad.
Macy apologized for the game and how she acted at the party and I honestly think I only handled seeing Jay's ex girlfriend so well because of how drunk I was or how drunk I was feeling.
I've found out who's there for me...and who's not. Carson and Macy have been going out together quite a bit and asked if I wanted to join, but I really don't feel like being a third wheel. But... I don't want to mope either,
But I'm missing Jay and Logan. And I'm not sure how to feel.
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Falling for You
RomanceBrielle is starting her first year of college trying to move on from her past by not trusting anyone. But what happens when she meets Jay, the type of guy girls wish they all knew, and sticking to her pact proves harder than it seems? Includes: ment...
