I hear the door close from downstairs and I'm immediately on edge. That means Kellin is home from work which also means I'm about to tell him about my trip to see Carter.
I'm anxious and jittery as I hear him pottering around the house. I soon hear his footsteps on the stairs and the closer he gets, the more sick I feel.
I try to reassure myself that Kellin might understand and he might take this really well, but I know Kellin and I know that he won't.
He enters the room and a beautiful smile falls onto his face upon seeing me.
"Hey Handsome," he beams, kicking his shoes off.
He's in such a good mood that I question whether this is the right time to tell him, but I guess there will never be a right time to admit to your husband that you lied to him.
"Hey." I smile forcibly.
He practically skips over to me and climbs onto my lap, giving me a needy kiss.
My heart sinks further to my stomach if possible. He's definitely in the mood for sex. But I can't put off telling him any longer.
It would be completely inappropriate and wrong of me if I were to put this off so we could have sex.
"Kell," I sigh, placing my hand on his chest.
He looks at me puzzled but gets the hint and moves from my lap.
"What?" he frowns.
"We need to talk." I mumble.
Anxiety enters his eyes as soon as the words leave my mouth.
"Is everything okay? Are we okay?" he asks worried.
I want to collect my thoughts but I don't want to keep him waiting so I begin rambling.
"I need you to know that what I did came from a place of pure love and I only did it because I wanted you to be happy and safe. But I should never have lied to you and I'm so sorry, my Love." I blurt out.
Kellin looks confused but I can see a hint of ire bubbling under the surface.
"What did you do?" he asks accusingly. I can already see him shrinking into himself.
"I didn't go see my aunt the other day." I admit, and Kellin's face falls.
I feel sick as I run my fingers through my hair and Kellin waits for me to continue. I avert my gaze to the bed sheets, not wanting to see the disappointment in his eyes.
"I went to see Carter." I say.
Kellin's unexpectedly silent so I look back at him. His face holds a viscious combination of shock, disgust, pain and confusion.
"You what?" he snaps, tears starting to form in his eyes.
"I wanted to convince him to turn himself in. I just wanted to ensure your safety and happiness, Love." I explain.
"What the fuck!" he shouts. "Don't you dare try to justify this! You lied to me! You lied to me because you knew I wouldn't approve!"
Tears are spilling over his cheeks and I just to comfort him.
I reach for his hand but he pulls it away.
"Don't touch me! Don't fucking touch me!" he cries, jumping back off the bed and wrapping his arms around himself. "Why would you do this to me?"
He chokes on a sob which breaks my heart.
"Kellin, I didn't want to hurt you." I whimper.
"I can't even be near you right now. I can't even look at you." he wails turning away from me.
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Scars (Sequel to Cuts) - Kellic // boyxboy
Fanfic- Sequel to Cuts- Kellin struggles to recover from his trauma and Vic struggles to see his husband in pain, leading to a bad decision that has catastrophic consequences. With Kellin's happiness his only priority, Vic figures that their relationship...
