As The Sun Sets (Mi Amore #1)

06

I was scrolling on Instagram around 1 in the morning when I saw the notification that Kiel messaged me. Hindi ko siya nireplayan kanina nang ayain niya ako sa gig at hindi pa naman ako nakakapunta sa mga gano'n. Hindi ko rin alam kung papayagan ako.

iancervantes: hey

I told myself to wait for at least two to three minutes before replying so I tried scrolling through youtube but ended up failing and opening my Instagram again after a few seconds.

kiarahnicole_: hi

kiarahnicole_: why are u still up

iancervantes: was thinking of you

Literal na napatulala ako nang mabasa ko iyon. What the heck am I supposed to reply to that?

iancervantes: joke lang baka hinimatay ka na diyan sa kilig

kiarahnicole_: hanap ka kausap mo

kiarahnicole_: joke wait may tanong ako haha

iancervantes_: ano

I need to ask him about his music, his band, and whatever instrument he's playing. I never expected he'd be inclined with music which is why I'm curious to know more.

iancervantes: eto na ba 'yung tinatawag na deep talks HAHAHAHA nahihiya ako pakshet

kiarahnicole_: nahiya ka pa ako lang naman 'to hahahshaha

I wanted to slap myself. Why am I the most awkward human being to ever exist on this planet?!

iancervantes: music comforted me a lot noon at ngayon. idk, maybe i just want others to be comforted through music too.

iancervantes: kasi ganito 'yon nung g8 ako umamin ako sa mas matanda sakin puta hinding hindi ko 'yon makakalimutan

iancervantes: sabi ba naman sa'kin, 'I don't date kids, Cervantes.' na 2 years older lang naman siya by year level at 3 years sa age HAHHAHA college na 'yon ngayon freshman

How could a girl even reject this guy when his heart is so pure?

To be comforted by music...I think that's a nice feeling. That somehow you get to understand the lyrics and feel like someone understands you.

kiarahnicole_: oh

kiarahnicole_: that sucks

kiarahnicole_: u still love her?

Now why did I say that? I mean I was just curious! That didn't have any other meaning!

iancervantes: idk? hindi na rin siguro lumipat na siya nung shs niya e tapos g9 ako non HAHAHAHA

Siguro. So there's still a possibility.

kiarahnicole_: so r u like afraid to like another girl bc of what happened?

iancervantes: syempre naman nakakahiya kaya umamin tapos marereject ka lang pero at least sinabi ko naman

iancervantes: turo 'yan ni mother take risks HAHAHAHA

iancervantes: siguro kung susugal ulit ako, sa taong mamahalin ko na nang buong buo.

iancervantes: i hope when i make efforts again...they won't be wasted but instead acknowledged kasi mahirap talaga hahaha

kiarahnicole_: i'm sure you're efforts will be acknowledged by the right person someday

kiarahnicole_: ba't ka nasa stem if music ka? u should have taken arts & design diba may music do'n

The arts and design track has a broad and wide variety of art forms to choose from such as literary, theater, dance, visual, and music. Although the track isn't available in all schools, nadadaan ko sila sa SHS building in my previous school and I know they're all talented and creative. If I had a choice, maybe I could have enrolled for a school which has one to prepare me for the architecture course.