"You changed me " - Mattia polibio

Part 8

Y/n POV
I opened the door and it was

Josh?
Y/n: wha- what are y- you doing here?
J: you thought I'd never find you ...
Y/n: what do you want leave me alone.
Josh grabbed me by my hand and took me upstairs. I couldn't tell because no one was home my mom&dad were working and Ava has left a while ago with my aunt. He took me to my bedroom? How did he know where it was??
⚠️rape warning⚠️
He started kissing down my neck. by the time I was crying because he was too strong and I couldn't do anything.
He started taking my clothes off and undressing himself I tried running but he got me.
J: don't try shit y/n you already know what will happen. Now come to daddy...
He pulled me and started putting it in I was just crying
Y/n: please 🥺 I- leave me - a- alone  ppleaseeee. Josh leave me alone please stopppp!!!
I was crying
(Bruh I'm listening to "both of us" by tylor swift because it just went on and it lowkey goes with this^)
When he finished I just layed there .
J: I'll be back babygirl...
When he left I started crying my eyes out 🥺🥺. I needed someone and i didn't know who to call.
⚠️self harm⚠️
I went into the bathroom and grabbed the pills that were in the mirror. I opened them and took some. I soon fell and closing my eyes slowing . I had seen someone come in yelling but then I blacked out.....

Author: heyyy so I don't know if this is good but this is a short chapter sorry and thank y'all for reading and hope you like and please comment some ideas!!!💘😖