Y: I'm scared to open it.
Kat: it's okay. Baby just open it .
Y: but I don't wanna know the reason why she died. Ima think it's my fault and I don't want that. I feel like it's my fault. A-and I'm scared. I-it's my fault isn't it.
Y/n started crying. While Katie held her in her arms. Katie didn't know what to do so she went downstairs. Ava was asleep and everyone else was also asleep. Except for Mattia and Julian.
Mattia: wassup?
Ju: listen I-
Katie: y/n's crying and idk how to stop her.
Ju&tia: why?
Katie: just go. cmon!
They all walked upstairs and seen that
y/n was gone.
Tia: yo where is she at?
Kat: s-she was right here?!!!
Ju: I'll check the bathroom! Mattia check downstairs and Katie look in the rooms.
Everyone looked around and didn't find her. Katie went back upstairs and seen the window open.
Kat: GUYS!!
Tia& ju: what ?
Kat: she left!
Tia: where could she be?!
......
Kat: I know but please no one follow me because it's private and I don't think she wants you guys to know.... yet.
Tia: please text me if you find her
Ju: I'll keep calling her!
Katie knew exactly where she was. Julian & Mattia walked there separate ways.
Ju: wait I need to tak to you.
Tia: wassup
Ju: look as much as I love y/n I know she loves you and cares for you more than anyone. I can't keep being in a relationship if she still had something for you! So what I'm trynna say is-
Tia: wait what? Julian you make her happy! You can't leave her?
Ju: and listen I'll still be here . I'm not leaving ! I just wanna see her happy. She may be happy but it's with the wrong person. A-and Lena cmon dude! She's toxic you needa break that! So please just make y/n happy you're the person she wants. Not me.
Katie got to the store and got y/n's favorite things. She got back in the car and got to somethinh they use to call
'The view' at the top of the hills.Y: how'd you know?
Kat: I'm your bestfriend i know everything. Plus I came up here too when Alejandro and I broke up.
Y: oh. I'm sorry I just needed to see this I needed to get stuff off my mind. I didn't want to read that note and I don't think I can. I- I reallyyy miss her there's a lot going on and I can't do this. If I do something stupid. Will you promise to take card of ava.
Kat: no.
Y: wha-
Kat: NO! Why the hell would you say that y/n why? Do you think your mom would have wanted you to do this?!! Your stupid don't say shit like that! Y/n people love you they want you here ! Alive! You have ava why would you want to do that ! Y/n listen to me ! .... Y/N look at me!
Y: WHAT KATIE! IM SCARED OKAY! IM FUCKING SCARED TO LIVE ALONE IM SCARED TO BE ALONE I MAY HAVE AVA BUT IM STILL SO FUCKING SCARED I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO WITH HER! I MISS MY MOM KATIE! YOU DONT THINK THATS HARD FOR ME! I MISS MATTIA HE PROBABLY DOESNG EVEN LOVE ME ANYMORE IM FUCKINH STUPID FOR EVEN THINKING HE LIKED ME! I LOVE JULIAN BUT HES NOT THE SAME AS MATTIA! IM SO FUCKING DUMB KATIE. MATTIA IS GONE NOW BECAUSE I FUCK SHIT UP HE PROBABLY DONT EVEN LIKE ME ANYMORE! HE HAS LENA AND HE LOOKS HAPPY IM HAPPY JUST NOT ENOUGH AND I MISS MY FUCKING MOM KATIE! I've said it so many times but I can't live without her!!
Tia: but I love you! I FUCKING LOVE YOU Y/n okay? I am in love with you ! I want you but I just keep fuckinh things up and I'm so fucking sorry! Listen I love you okay! And I will stick with you through everything no matter what the fuck it is! I'll always be there ! And Lena? Fuck her she's a piece of shit! The way she treated you and pushed Ava! You think I want her ? Hell no I miss you. I miss the way I laid with you the kissed I miss every single fucking thing y/n. B-but I don't want to fuck it up again. I'm scared to be with you because I always hurt you! But please never ever fucking say that y/n I love you we love you! You have us and if you need someone to talk to I'm here no matter what okay? ... cmon lets go home because ava is awake and scared
Y: wait!
Tia: what?
Y: listen I love you too and I want to be with you! But what about Julian.
Ju: listen y/n/
Y: where the hell do y'all keep popping out from!?? Ha
Ju: listen I love you a lot but I know you still have something for Mattia. So it's okay go with him be happy I'm always here if anything but be happy .. you deserve it !
Y: so your breaking up with me?
Ju: yea pretty much!
Y: okayy but I love you too bestfriends?
Kat: heyyyyy!!!
Y: what? I can have 2 haha
Ju: yes best friends!
Y/n and Julian hugged. When she pulled away she wiped her tears and Mattia came up to her hugging her. Wiping away her tears. They all finished and walked into the car.
Kat: wait didn't I fucking tell y'all to NOT follow me!
Tia&ju: it was him!!
Y: wait guy can we sleep here!??
Everyone: what?
Y: cmon let's just go back home get ava and come back! It's a nice view plus I have a tv in here we can watch something. Katie brought snacks pleaseeee *🥺*
Everyone: fine.
Y: yayyyyyyyy
Y/n drove home grabbed Ava putting her in the car.
Ava: where we going??
Y:you'll see baby Julian
Ju: yes?
Y: can you go get some blankets and pillows?!
Ju: sure!
Kat: I'll be back I needa use the restroom
.....
Ava: Mattia and y/n?
Y&tia: yes baby?
.....
Ava: can you guys adopt me
Y: what haa
Tia: I think she's serious!
Y: Ava I-
Ava: please ! I want you guys to be my parents! I know your my sister but I want a mom and dad.
Mattia started to cry a little and y/n looked sad but happy.
Y: m-Mattia are you crying?
Tia: n-no
Ava: I'm sorry I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you cry.
Ava started crying and y/n just looked at both of them.
Y: awwwww it's okay baby hes a big baby he cried a lot as a kid !
Ava: hah
Tia: Heyy !!
Ava: soooo?A/n: Heyy I'm back but ! I'm not better. I decided I wanted to keep writing as much
As I can! For y'all! Thank you for everything!🥺💘
what should the answer be?? Please comment!! I was writing this on my 'break'
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"You changed me " - Mattia polibio
Fanfiction⚠️⚠️abuse,rape and more⚠️⚠️ Her life changed a lot when she moves to New Jersey. Post on: Saturday & Sunday's only!! Started: 4/14/20 ~completed~