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three days later ...

Text-thread: Louis and my plum.

Louis: plummie

my plum: hm?

Louis: can i pour my emotions over you again

my plum: of course. you're always welcome to.

Louis: it's nice because it's anonymous , you know ? it's easy to be sincere with someone who doesn't know me , as in the physical me , kind of . and you're so open as well. not like my other mates at all

my plum: i get you completely. you don't have to explain yourself.

Louis: so my mum passed away a few years ago and ... our relationship was incredible . i spoke to her about everything. much more than a person should say to their own mum , honestly . a few years later my sister also passed , and it was so unexpected and both of these incidents together have affected my perspective on life a lot . i feel like i can't waste any moment anymore because something else might be taken from me unexpectedly . and i don't wanna take anything for granted anymore , do i ? so i'm a bit on edge all the time . kind of anxious something will get ruined . especially waking up is scary because anything could happen when i'm asleep . it's quite demanding. because i can't have a calm moment , you know?

my plum: oh that's heavy.

my plum: you shouldn't ever have to feel anxious about whatever's gonna happen the next day. i think it's absolutely right of you to utilise the time you've got and be conscious of not wasting it. that's very wise. the rest is all in your head, and i think you know that, too. obviously you can't change your thinking pattern just because you know it's detrimental to your mental health, but you should try to convince yourself that you and everyone around you is gonna be alright. you've been put in a terrible, terrible position, but it's so rare. some shit might come your way in the future, but you've gotta try to not think about it. think more about not wasting your time. think about now and not tomorrow, you know?

Louis: i like that

Louis: i'm always thinking of the future and that's scary

my plum: think about today

my plum: think about all the people you have. not the one's you've lost

my plum: think about me :)

Louis: i keep thinking you're gonna stop talking to me though

my plum: what :( i won't

my plum: you're like ... the realest person i've talk to in a long time

Louis: i feel like we'll fall out anyway

my plum: then that would be on your initiative

Louis: hm :)

Louis: so you like me? ;)

my plum: was that a trap?

Louis: only the last bit

Louis: you're an amazing person , not gonna lie . think you're great

my plum: that's mutual

my plum: you seem like you have a lot of depth and that's unusual

Louis: you seem the same

Louis: random question , what's your surname ?

Louis: i can tell you mine. that way maybe we'll be closer to knowing if we know each other or not

my plum: promise not to look it up?

Louis: course not, who do you think i am ?

my plum: styles

Louis: ooh, that's nice ?!

my plum: you shocked?

Louis: no just eager to marry you and steal your name

my plum: .___.

my plum: what's yours then?

Louis: tomlinson

my plum: oh that's nicer. it's posh.

Louis: ok so we're taking mine then?

my plum: we're not getting married

Louis: then you're my psychologist from now on

Louis: dr. styles

Louis: h o t

my plum: you never stop, do you?

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