"I thought you're in your room. Why are you here?"he said amused.
What? I'm in my room why would that be? What is he talking about.
"Why?" unti-unti akong dumilat.
Lumingon lingon ako at napansin rin ang kaibahan ng kwarto at hindi iyon akin! I was in my room lately!
"Why am i here?" tanong ko sa kanya, gulat.
Tumingin siya sakin na kunot ang noo. What?
"I don't know?" sagot niyang kuryoso rin kung bakit ako nandito sa kama niya.
What the hell happened.
"Sigurado ka ba na narooon ka sa kwarto mo kanina? I saw you here when i got my phone from downstairs." kunot noo parin siyang nagtatanong sa akin na para bang isang krimen ang nagawa ko kaya siya nag-iimbestiga. Jesus!
"Yes." walang ganang sagot ko at nahiga ulit dahil inaantok na.
"Hey, are you sure you want to sleep here with me?" tanong niya na hindi ko sinagot dahil inaantok ako ng sobra.
"You won't mind if we share the same bed together? Or you want me to sleep on the sofa?" ang dami niyang sinasabi bahala ka riyan.
I heard his deep sighed.
"Okay, i want to sleep on my bed so." i heard him murmuring things.
Naramdaman kong humiga siya sa aking tabi. Sleeping together is not a big deal for me so this is fine, right?
Bahala siya riyan na mag-isip nang kung ano.
I remember i can't sleep without my big teddy bear to cuddle. This is hard for me to sleep.
Hindi na gumagalaw si Bandon siguro tulog na siya. Nakatalikod ako sa kanya kaya hindi ko alam kung gising ba siya o tulog na.
Hindi ako mapakali dahil wala akong kayakap, hindi umoobra sa akin ang unan lang. My teddy bear is the thing i want but i am too lazy to even stand here to go back in my room.
Humarap ako kay Bandon. Tama ang hula ko at tulog na nga siya. Hindi ko alam kung tulog nga o nagkukunwari lang.
He really is sleeping.
Tulog na siya, siguro hindi niya naman malalaman kung yayakap ako diba? Tatanggalin ko nalang kapag nag-umaga na.
Tama tatanggalin ko kapag umaga na dahil sigurado akong mauuna akong magigising kaysa sa kanya.
Sinubukan kong ilagay ang aking kamay sa kanyang katawan para mayakap siya.
Kinakabahan ako ng sobra pero i can't sleep without a big cuddle. I want to cry right now.
Nalagay ko na ang kamay ko at inayos ang sarili para makatulog ng biglang humarap si Bandon, sobra na ang kabang nararamdaman ko.
Nakapikit siya kaya siguro tulog siya gumalaw lang.
But i felt his hand on my waist pulling me to him. My head is on his arm now. Shit this is freaking dangerous.
Nakagat ko ang aking labi habang yakap parin ang kanyang katawan. I feel his breath on my face.
We are so close to each other!
I just felt warmt.
Well,not a big deal. I continue to feel his warm body next to mine. This is really good i can feel the comfort.
I looked at his innocent face when sleeping. I realized he is not bad at all. I smiled.
Maybe he is true with his words huh. He is really willing to change for me. What if i gave him a chance?
Will that be worth it this time? I'm not sure if it is but its not bad to try.
