Tales of the insoluble dilemma of teenage girls❤️ |✔️

Keana

Is there a light at my tunnel's end?

I see nothing wrong with the idea of aiming for flawlesness?
What's the worst that could happen with a mere face lift here and a Botox there?
Society's holier-than-thou's are ever ready to counter my beliefs though
Proclaiming anyone who "disfigures" God's creation as unappreciative and God's foe

"Be yourself" is their daily catchphrase
Unfortunately these same people tell white lies either to gain fame
Or to impress the hotshots of their generation
But I still wait for the day they become aware of their sanctimonious actions
And finally are given a reality check
That their hypocrisy and my beliefs are at neck and neck

They disgust me, really they do!
Like chicks following closely at the mother hen's heels for food
They chase society's trends oblivious as to whether it's unreasonable or not
If you tell me I'm destroying God's temple,
I've got a Bible quote to easily debunk that parable
I doubt God is proud as you easily flaunt a commandment or two from the ten
So you see I do know about this mystical being y'all claim to reverence

Yet you wonder why I want to jump into the world of counterfeit beauty
What a huge slap in the face I must be giving God now though unintentionally
It's like saying He somehow faltered in his man production when making me
But I have one question to which needs to be answered urgently

If God, the Creator of the Universe
King of Kings and Lord of Lords
Truly loves me as his unique creation
Then why did he let me experience such pain and suffering
Watching your parents slip into the next world right before your eyes
Certainly isn't what a teenage girl will consider for her birthday a grand prize

Nor is being humiliated everywhere I go fair to me because I look different
I've got no shape or curves to appease anyone's interest
And congenital absence of pigment in my skin makes me a standing joke
But somehow I still kept alive within me a little spark of hope

Hope that I would find light at the end of the tunnel
Yes, it's been so long since I felt truly loved and cheerful
But I don't want it from a God-created plastic surgeon
So I've decided to wait as long as it takes on my Father in heaven!

Hey guys!! I really should stop by watching body bizarre and what have I got on tlc but I can't stop😬 (if you're a fan raise your hand🖐🏽😂) Anyway here's this one I started writing when I was just about to doze off last night and I remembered an episode I had watched and I felt these emotions and well the rest is history (or at least what you have here🤗)
I turn 16 in a few hours though and I'm feeling so hyper can it be 12am already gahh🥰
~Xoxo, Ann💗
**26/04/2020*
Buy me a Ferari or Rover (Tbh I don't really know which cars are the best or whatever) 'cause this girl's legal to drive!💃🏽—is what I would have said if lived abroad🙂 anyway its raining meaning showers of blessings from God!❤️🙏