Tales of the insoluble dilemma of teenage girls❤️ |✔️

Amee

❌Up-close with death!❌
🚫Warning: Viewers discretion is advised as it confronts the issue of rape assault!

Not a day passed without you telling me how much you loved me
You always told me I was your only princess
Yet when I turned 10 you snatched my cherished purity inhumanely
And when above me, my pleading eyes met your cunning ones,
My heart shattered because I realized they were all empty promises and lies
But I knew this strange man I now beheld could care less

My agonized cries were forcefully muted
If I dared make a peep, a sharpened knife at my neck would be immediately directed
My restraints were all in vain
Kicking and jabbing but you just wouldn't go away
Yet you persisted and insisted
That I kept my mouth shut and bottled up all that anguish and pain

I had no choice but to simply obey
For when I nearly opened up that corked bottle, I was very close to encountering death that day
Nobody dared ask because I had nothing to say
I didn't eat, I starved myself
But every night you made sure to have a bit of me as a side meal

You told me to get used to it
I would enjoy it as you did, once I managed to get over it
Occasionally he would continually slap me during his lustful routines
Because I was slacking, a pathetic weakling

I vividly described every horrendous detail to my mother after each ordeal
I cursed God for watching me suffer for six years on my own
For taking away the woman during that period I needed most
For allowing the monster to let his contemptuous acts literally cut me to the bone

On my sixteenth birthday I became seriously anorexic and anaemic
An aspiring lawyer turned into a school dropout who lost all interest in academics
I didn't suffer alone, the monster also developed prostate cancer
We were both admitted into the ICU and I prayed fervently I'd finally join my mother too
But as I watched him take his final breath on the hospital bed, I knew I was free

It took me two years to share my traumatic story
And being punched in the gut with the reality of permanent infertility certainly didn't make it as easy as ABC
But deep down I knew it could have definitely been worse
So I went on my knees to ask for forgiveness and tell Him I was grateful nonetheless
I prayed that He will give the voiceless a liberator and expose all molesters
That ignorant people won't change the fact that rape is the sole fault of the raper
But most importantly that mental health be sought for disturbed people suffering with lechery
So that the repetition of rape victim stories will be history

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~Lechery: Excessive or offensive sexual desire; lustfulness~
~Prostate cancer: usually caused by human papilloma virus due to sex~

Amee: Old French, Latin name which means beloved. *the "a" sound is like a from apple*😂🤷‍♀️LoveFromChar ❤️❤️my other friend's name🤩
I will write on other issues I've received some recommendations so don't worry 😉 but right now RAPE and the stereotypes against victims is a really disturbing factor which made me write this!
~Xoxo, Ann💗