Don't worry about me, I'm okay!
The winds gust, blowing the crisp autumn leaves away🍂
I wish it would carry my worries along with them
But it seems they're now here to stay
I try to hide them as much as I can
No one asks why, my face is permanently plastered with a smile
But they don't know I'm hurting inside
I believe I don't need their pity and concern though
I just want to be me again
But I can't because the only problem is that I'm my own foe
I question every decision I make
I poison my mind with negativity before I even undertake any task
Why can't I be me and stop hiding in that I'm-okay mask?
I hurt those around me because I try too hard
I say what I think they want to hear so I could stick around
Please take me back to when I was three
Back to the good old days when I was carefree
I'm tired of being shy when I could just try
I'm tired of telling others I'm fine
When I really want to spew out all my emotions in more than a line
Please worry about me, I'm not okay
I only pray I don't sound selfish
You're free to get annoyed or rant and rave
I want to fix me and our cherished friendship
Believe me, that's my only wish!
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Why Amari? I'm not Nigerian but I just like the name!☺️❤️
Song to listen to: Lost by Montell Fish (to the person who introduced me to this song thank you!)
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