I'll Make It Up To You | Depressed Todoroki x Bakugo

Chapter Fifteen

Todoroki's POV

Todoroki stared at the door to his dorm. He knew he had to do something about it, but what was the point? He was the last one to see the writing on it. Todoroki knew he should clean the door before the wrong person sees it, but he couldn't force his body to move. He was frozen.

In thick black ink, the words on the door said,

Kill yourself, faggot!

It was obvious by how close the writing was to the floor that Mineta was written it. He hadn't even looked at Todoroki for the past few days. Todoroki knew Bakugo had said or done something to him, but he didn't bring it up because he did enjoy Mineta leaving him alone. Now that Bakugo was gone, there was no reason for Mineta to leave him alone. And at the moment, killing himself didn't seem like too bad of an idea.

Todoroki finally forced himself to move. As much as he didn't want to, he had to go to Aizawa to get the door cleaned. As much as he hated the idea of going to Aizawa for help, but in a choice between having triggering graffiti on his door for everyone to see and having Aizawa find out a little bit about his life, the second option seemed better.

Todoroki tracked down Aizawa shortly after searching for him. He fumbled with the hem of his shirt, trying to find the courage to tell Aizawa.

"Oh, Todoroki, do you need something?" Aizawa asked.

Just spit it out, dumbass. You look like a fool, Todoroki told himself.

"I...I need help with my door. Someone wrote on it." Todoroki said quietly.

Aizawa rolled his eyes, "Alright, lead me to it. I'll see how bad it is."

Todoroki gulped as he trudged back to his room with Aizawa right behind him. Upon seeing the door, Aizawa looked shocked, confused and angry all at the same time.

"Do you know who did this?" Aizawa asked with an aggressive tone that was unusual for him.

"No. It's the first time something like this has ever happened to me." Todoroki lied. He wasn't the best at lying, but he prayed it was enough to convince Aizawa.

Aizawa didn't say anything for a short period of time. Todoroki was worried that his lie wasn't enough.

"I'm going to take a picture before I change the door. If anything else happens, tell me right away. For the time being, I'm going to have you stay in Bakugo's room, alright?" Aizawa turned to look at Todoroki as he spoke.

Todoroki didn't have the energy to speak. He nodded, then left for Bakugo's room without grabbing anything from his. He wasn't sure how to feel about staying in his love's room. He couldn't decide if he felt happy that he got to be surrounded by Bakugo's things while he slept, or sad because the lack of Bakugo in the room was a reminder that he might not wake up.

Todoroki entered the room. He was so tired that he plopped on Bakugo's bed without hesitating. The scent of the blonde's sheets was comforting to him, as perverted as that sounds. He felt at home there. Todoroki fell asleep within seconds after getting comfortable under Bakugo's blankets despite there still being a few hours of sunlight left.

Todoroki didn't know what time it was when he woke up, or what woke him up, but he did. He looked out of the window. It was dark outside. He checked his phone to check the time, only to be greeted by text notifications and missed calls from his family.

Todoroki stared confusingly at the screen. He clicked on a text notification from his sister. She seemed incredibly worried, asking about their father and if he was alright. The texts Todoroki received from his brother were very similiar. He was extremely confused as to what was going on, until he checked his father's texts.

He sent Todoroki a link. He clicked it, and to his horror, it was a link to a picture of Todoroki's door that was posted on some site. The description explained Todoroki's relationship with Bakugo and how the person who posted the picture felt about it. The poster was, of course, Mineta.

Todoroki clicked back into his chat with Endeavor. The other text that was sent by his father simply stated that Todoroki would be picked up tomorrow after class so that him and his father could "talk".

Todoroki's anxiety was driving him insane. He had a horrible feeling that there would be less talking with his father and more getting the ever loving shit beaten out of himself. Todoroki didn't come out o his father because he wasn't sure if he wouldn't care or he'd care way too much.

Todoroki tried convincing himself that he just wanted to talk about the situation, but it was hard. He was so scared of being abused that it was all he could think of.

First, he loses Bakugo with the fear that he'll never wake up again. Then, Mineta writes something horrible on his door and posts a picture of it for the whole world to see. And now, he has to worry about being beaten by his father. Todoroki has had enough. He was going to take Mineta advice and kill himself, and this time, he wouldn't let anyone stop him.

Todoroki exited his favorite blonde's room to return to his own. There was no door on it, but he didn't really need one for what he was about to do. He picked up a bottle of some random medication from under his pillow. Todoroki found himself nervous, like he was that day on the roof.

Todoroki had very low hopes that his love would wake up, but if he did, he wanted to leave something behind for Bakugo. As he wrote a letter to Bakugo, pencil in one hand and pill bottle in the other, he cried for the final time.

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One chapter left my broski's. Don't do drugs, I guess.