Angels and Death

chapter 35 EVERYTHING JUST SLIPPED AWAY WHEN SHE DID.

Chapter 35. EVERYTHING JUST SLIPPED AWAY WHEN SHE DID .

　

CASPIAN.

The boy was alright, but it didn't matter I was already in motion, as was my brothers. I had just rounded the corner, and there Samantha stood her head was down and she was cradling her stomach with her right hand on the right lower side. I saw the fat heavy droplets slink to the ground, before she took away her blood soaked hand. I shouted out, "NO!" I kept running feeling as if I wasn't getting there everything was just to slow, it was maddening.

"Samantha! Samantha! I'm coming!" I shouted and it sounded like I was so far away even from myself, if that made sense. And then her head came up, as she was jerked backwards, as Kail stood behind her jerking his knife out of her flesh, and the force took her down completely. He wrapped his first in her hair and yanked her back down the steps, and I still hadn't gotten to her, WHAT WAS HAPPENEING? Why can I not reach her? She had gone back and her stomped on her with sickening force that I heard her bones crumble beneath it. "YOU SON OF A BITCH!" I yelled never before have I cursed, but I couldn't hold it inside, it flew out of me in such a rage filled force, from that moment on I knew I'd never be right again.

She fell down the hole in the steps, and that cretin turned around and waved at us just as everything in time caught up. We had just about reached the top of the stairway, when Kail-or Jamie whoever he was hope through after he, I dove at the hole about to throw myself through when Lucas came sliding through after them, and then the hole sealed itself. I screamed. Throwing my fist at the hole that was no longer there, as Ezra to stop me, I became even more enraged and back handed him, he flying up the stairs back the way we had just come. I felt Samantha's heart stop beating then, and this time she truly was gone.

I clawed at the stairs making sick claw marks, and in doing so, repeatedly scratched away my vessels skin, breaking my bones. But they regenerated, over and over again. But still I clawed on until I made it through, I heard Abigail's screams behind me, her hitting me on the back trying to stop me and then felt Ezra rip her away, screaming as she went.

I made it through the hole, and I shoved my head through looking for her, any sign of her, anywhere. Nothing. I was about to climb through when I heard-more felt, Lucas's approaching, I rushed out of the hole and saw him carry Samantha's broken form as he began to climb the first step. He faded out and reappeared at the top of the stairs with her in his arms. My arms began to shake at the sight. And I rushed up at supernatural speed and reached out to her, I couldn't contain my shaking arms, I couldn't touch her I hadn't the strength.

My hands just out before me towards her in yearning, shaking, never relenting the pain unbearable.

I was so incredibly struck by agony, sheer agony, and I didn't know what to do, what could I do? WHAT CAN I DO?

My insides screamed, heaving with the force. Stuffing away the insatiable sobs, I forced myself to stop the quakes she shouldn't be with him she's mine, she should be with me. Samantha is my charge, my love, I snatched her from Lucas's arms forcefully, and forced him to back up and gives us space. This was all my fault her broken form I held in my unworthy arms, it was all my fault. Because it wasn't enough for me, I had to be greedy and I had to crave more of her, if I had just let her die, when she was supposed to I wouldn't be in this unbearable pain right now. Innocent people never would have been involved or slain, everything would be as it was! But I had to be greedy, selfish! Look at what I've done.

I couldn't contain my guilt my grief any longer I let go one hand on Samantha and pushed in my sternum, I left clouded. No one better dare follow us. I brought her to the place she adored most as a child, the place her grandparents took her, a beach on the Gulf of Mexico. I remember how she often thought and talked about her time here, and she never not thought of it. Her favorite part was the white sands where these little sea critters lived that were rainbow colored, she kept collecting them from the little tide puddles, and bringing them back to her swimming goggles. Each rip she made to get more of the beautiful sea creatures she came back to find the others missing. She hadn't known till later that they were very fast little things, until she sat and watched. She loved how the waters were such an aquamarine, shade and clear that she decorated everything in her house after it. She painted her borders gold, for the sand even though it had been white because she shouldn't find the right shade to mimic the shimmering it did that reminded her of diamonds. So she stuck with gold, shimmering gold.