My Dirty Little Secret (One Direction)

Chapter Three

Zayns POV

"I didnt know you smoked" I looked down at Olivia sitting on the path

"suprise" she laughed taking it out her mouth

"mind if I join you?" I asked

"not at all" she shook her head

"cool" I smiled

"need one?" she offered a cigarette

"no thanks I have my own" I held my packet

"you do the same as me" she laughed

"you got a lighter?" I asked her

"here" she passed it over

I lit the cigarette and put it against my lips

"whats the tension between you and Liam about?" I asked her

"he just changed I guess and when he left I also changed... alot" she frowned

"whats different now?" I asked her

"I smoke, I race, have an attitude, I am a danger to others and I dropped out of school" she said putting the cigarette back in her mouth

"I know Liam has changed, when we first met he was crazy, fun and carefree" I laughed

"yeah now he's all mature and boring" she nodded

"I know he cares but hes really limiting" I said

"I guess its because he has never exprienced the amazing yet awful things" she shrugged

"like?" I asked

"a cigarette, roller coasters, a hangover that kind of stuff" she shrugged

"he's never been on a rollercoaster?" I asked her

"no mum was terrified of them and Dad was dead so no rollercoasters" she nodded

"I know he cant have a hangover" I said

"he could but it would proabably kill him" she shook her head

"cause he has one kidney aye?" I asked throwing my cigarette away

"yup only one" I nodded

"if you dont like him why are you here?" I asked her

"my aunt and uncle got sick of who I am and sent me here to get Liam to turn me into his lady clone" she laughed

"that would suck" I nodded

The door opened and Liam walked out

"Why is she smoking?!?" Liam yelled at me

"hey I have been smoking for ages dimwit!" Olivia defended me

"why didnt you tell me?!?" he started yelling at her

"because you were never there!" she yelled back at him throwing the cigarette at him

"Im sorry I left but that doesnt mean you cant talk to me!" Liam yelled at her

"do you know that I sent a letter to your house every single day for an entire year and I never once got a reply?" she spat

"rubbish!" Liam shook his head

"because you are on tour 24/7 you never get them because you are never home!" she yelled at him

"It isnt my fault I didnt come back!" he yelled at her

"actually it is! you never once called to see how any of us were doing and I bet you didnt know mum is dead either!" she yelled at him

"mum's dead?" Liam asked quietly

"she died 4 months ago and of course I didnt bother calling because you are never in the same place!" she spat at him

"how did she die?" Liam asked her

"she had a heart attack and the last thing she told me was to take care of you" she yelled on the verge of tears

"well good job!" Liam yelled storming back inside and slamming the door behind him.

Olivia started crying

"you alright love?" I asked taking her hand

"why does my life suck" she asked me

"because you made the wrong choices" I sighed putting her on my lap

"you really think that?" she snapped

"no I think you made good choices the problem is Liam doesnt" I said

she lay her head back on my shoulder

"you know you are like my dad" she wiped her eyes

"except Im younger, hotter and alive" I joked

"yeah" she laughed

"you know Liam said none of us were to touch you?" I said

"no but I figured he would" she shook her head

"Harry was keen on ignoring Liam" I said

"what about you?" she asked me

"I said whatever happens, happens and there is nothing any of us can do a thing about it" I said

"Thats a good thing to say" she smiled

"I figured if you're going to be here for a while, there is no way one of the lads arent gonna take you" I laughed

"and you're one of them?" she looked up at me

"depends on you" I smiled

"you arent as stuck up as I thought you were" she laughed

"never judge a book by its cover" I nodded

"I wish that everything was back the way it used to be" she looked into the distance

"what did it used to be like?" I asked her

"me and Liam were really close and we told eachother everything. I guess you could say Liam thought of me as his mum and mum as his sister" she smiled

"what about the dad?" I asked her

"I was both his parents"  a tear slipped down her cheek

"people change and it can be a good thing" I wiped the tear from her face

"with everything that has happened, I doubt it" she said

"it may seem bad but what you see as a wrong others see as a right" I said

"I just want Liam to be happy with who I am" she said

"he also wants you to be like him" I nodded

"I dont want to be like him, I want to be my own person" she looked up at me with tear stained cheeks

"and I respect that" I looked down at her

she smiled and I looked at her lips she started leaning in and I did the same. Our lips brushed and then they collided. Fireworks flew everywhere and I am positive I like her. We separated

"thanks for the talk" she stood up

"any time" I nodded

she walked back inside