Louis's POV
"Louis please stop" Olivia whined
I screamed again as the picture of Johannah flashed through my mind and made a crack noise
"Louis you're scaring me" Olivia said sitting back
I threw my head back and screamed as a pain shot through my back where the staples were. The pictures... they were hurting me
Olivia ran out the room and I pushed my face into the duvet screaming as pain shot through my body
"Please Liam I need you" I heard Olivia crying
"I don't know whats happening" she whispered outside the door
I screamed as a pain hit the ribs Johannah had broken years ago
"Liam please" she begged "he's scaring me"
I broke down into tears and started having what seemed like an athsma attack... I cant be, I havent had one since I was nine
I started wheezing and I was seeing red and Johannah kepy flashing through my mind making everything worse
Olivia came running into the room with an inhaler and quickly pumped it into my mouth. I started breathing normally again and tears streamed down my face
"please help me" I whimpered
"what's wrong Louis?" she asked with tear stained cheeks
"she's hitting me!" I screamed again
"she isnt hitting you Louis!" Olivia yelled "She isn't here!"
maybe she was hitting me. I jumped off the bed and started running out the room
"Louis!" Olivia yelled chasing after me
"get away from me!" I yelled running towards the stairs
the day I got that gash in my back replayed in my head... the pain was unbearable and I tumbled down the stairs
"Oh my god Louis!" Olivia yelled running down the stairs
I lay on the floor, tears falling alot
"I can feel it" I whined feeling Johannahs foot on my once broken ribs
I started screaming again and Liam burst through the door
I started bawling and screaming as something was driven into my rib cage
"what the hell is happening?" Liam asked Olivia
"he's seeing everthing again" Olivia said scared "it's hurting him"
"thats immpossible" Liam shook his head
"stop youre hurting me!" I screamed
"Louis stop right now!" Liam said sternly
"she's hurting me" I choked out
I started coughing
"oh my god" Liam froze and I knew what was happening... I was coughing up blood
"Liam do something!" Olivia screamed
I stopped moving and I just lay still staring at the ceiling breathing... I was alive
"L-L-Louis?" Olivia asked
My eyes darted in her direction
"sh-she-she left" I stuttered
"oh my god" Olivia screamed with a grin "you're okay"
she pulled me up off the floor and squeezed me tightly
I didn't really know if I should cry or laugh so I was left with a blank expression... she was gone. She was in my head hurting me physically... is that possible?
"Louis what was happening?" Liam asked me
I didn't say anything
"it was Johannah wasnt it?" Olivia asked letting go
I nodded and looked down at the floor
Olivia gave me another hug and in the end I cried again
"Im so scared" I whispered
"you scared me Louis" Olivia nodded
"please don't let her take me" I whined
"I wont even let her look at you" she chuckled
"thanks" I sighed "mum"
I know I shouldn't call her mum but it feels right. It makes me feel happier and safe being able to call someone mum after what I went through
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My Dirty Little Secret (One Direction)
FanfictionOlivia, Liam Payne's sister has been misbehaving lately. She gets sent overseas back to her brother and finds herself stuck with 5 boys that all seem to like her. It's a recipe for disaster...
