Can I Call You Appa?

Ch. 27

Hi everyone. I know this quarantine is super boring and for some of you it maybe tough, especially for the closeted or out of the closet LGBTQ+ community stuck at home with their parents. I know not every parent accepts their child for who he or she is which is awful. Here is my message to you and everyone else: Please remember to eat and take care of yourself. Take your medication, take a deep breath, shower, and remember that you're gonna be alright. I am an ally. 🏳️‍🌈💜

Namjoon POV

"Fuck yes right there."

"Namjoon! Keep your voice down! The kids are downstairs and you know I don't like them hearing us swear."

"Sorry baby but fuck it feels so good."

I had the longest day at work today. My boss is one of the bitchiest woman I have ever encountered in my whole life. She was always so mean and nasty to everyone except her clients. Today I spilled my coffee on the carpet, again, and she punished me with a shit ton of organizing. I was hunched over for hours today organizing papers and my back hurt so bad.

When I came home I initially didn't tell Jin because he would insist on massaging my back. I don't like asking him to do things if he's had an especially long day, it's not fair to him. Today he seemed extremely tense so I kept it to myself. Yoongi noticed my discomfort and told Jin, which Jin then put a movie on for the kids and dragged me upstairs to help. I barely even got to ask how his day was.

"How in the hell is your back so knotty?" He asked, working out the knots.

"My stupid boss made me organize like a million files today so I was hunched over a table for hours." I explained, moaning under his touch.

"Maybe it's time you ask for a promotion from your head boss?" He suggested.

My job had two bosses, the one who is in charge of my department, and the other one is in charge of all the departments.

"I mean...I guess I could try. I haven't gotten one yet, but I'm nervous to get one incase it takes up all my time." I explained, looking at him over my shoulder.

"Honey, you work so hard and I think you deserve a promotion." He insisted, kissing between my shoulder blades.

I hummed, "I'll think about it. I think my back is alright and if it's okay with you, I would like to see your pretty face because I barely got to look at you since I've been home."

I heard him giggle and climb off me. He sat on the bed and I pulled him into my lap. He snuggled his face into my neck and I kissed his forehead. He smelled like strawberries and vanilla, odd combination but that's what he smelled like. It was very calming.

I could tell something was bothering him because he was barely talking. Usually he would go on and on about his day, but today he was just silent. It worried me. I know his job is stressful as principal and it's a lot of work. He deals with a lot of reckless kids at Yoongi's school, and on top of that he has a lot of paperwork to do. I have a lot too so I understand how stressful and time consuming it is.

Jin doesn't hardly talk about his worries and I don't understand why. Sometimes I feel like that's my fault because I always talk about my worries that he hardly expresses his. He worries me more than he realizes.

"I had a bad day..." Jin mumbled.

"Tell me everything." I insisted.

He sighed, "Well do you promise not to freak out?"

I nodded, "What's wrong?"

He bit his lip, "My ex wife showed up at the school today looking for Jimin and Taehyung. The secretary said they don't go to this school but she just kept coming back. When I left with Yoongi today she stopped me in the parking lot and kept trying to get in the car. She was so out of it. Yoongi was terrified and I was scared because I didn't know what to do. I called the police but she left before they showed up."