Arranged Love

Chapter 5

Y/n pov:
I get in the shower and I get ready to go to the mall. As finish showering I chose and outfit and put on my shoes. I walk down to the living room and I see mattia's men on the couch.
"Oh hey y/n" alejandro says
"Oh if your looking for mattia he left" I tell them
"Yea we know, he told us to take you shopping so are you ready" kairi says
"No it's fine I'll go myself" I say shyly
"He gave us orders to go with you" ale says
"I Can tell you guys don't wanna go" I say smile
They stay quiet
"But our orders" they say
"It's fine if mattia gets mad I'll deal with him" I say and I walk out the door with the car keys.

It's been two weeks and I just see the boys when they come to get mattia. They seem like jerks they do respect me tho which I appreciate. I could tell that ale was more of a jerk then kairi but I didn't socialize with them.

I get to the mall and I start walking to a few dress stores. I see a group of three girls they seem very close. I see them and I feel a tear down my face. One of them notices and they walk up to me.
"Hey are you ok?" The girl asks me
"Yea yea thank you" I say
"My names avani and this is dixie and maddison" she says pointing to the girls next to her
"Nice to meet you" I say shaking their hand
They smile at me
"You shopping for a dress?" Maddison asks
"Yea I have a ball to attend this week" I say
"Cool what kind?" They ask
"Well it's a business ball that my husband and I have to attend" I say
It weird to say that "husband" I don't think I'll ever get used to it. I know I owe mattia my life because without him I'd probably be dead by now but I want to find someone who loves me.

Later that day the I hung out with the girls and I felt normal for once. Like I said i'd never had friends since I never went to school the only close thing I had to a friend was my dads soldiers but they only played with me when I was little. I got to know the girls and they seemed kind. I was quiet most of the time the noticed and tried to get me talking.
"Your awfully quite girly, what's wrong?" Dixie asks
"Oh nothing it's just ive never had actual friends" I say they look at me surprised
"Well you have us now girly" avani says smiling
I can't help but smile I liked the feeling of having someone.

Mattia pov:
I walk into the living room and I see ale and kairi playing videos games.
"Where's y/n?" I ask
"The mall" ale says bluntly
"I told you guys to go with her" I say annoyed
"She says she wanted to go alone" kairi says
"I don't care what she said she could be in danger" I say
"Ughhh find her" I say with anger
"Matti relax she'll be fine she's probably with some friends" ale says
"She has NONE, you rat fuck" I say
"Ohh we didnt know..." kairi says with a blank face
"Obviously, now go find her" as i say that I hear the door open and some girls walk in with y/n.
"Oh hi mattia" she says
"Hi babe" I say as I see the girls behind her
"Babe?" She looks confused and I widen my eyes
"Oh" she says under her breath and she walks up to me and hugs me and plants a small kiss on my lips.
"Hey can we talk?" I ask her
"Ok, girls I'll be right back" she says

We walking into another room and she walks in as I close the door
"What's up?" She says
"I thought you said you had no friends" I say
"Yea, I didn't I met them at the mall" she says
"What are they doing here?" I ask
"Is there a problem with them being here?" She asks with an attitude
"Y/n lose the attitude I'm already upset" I say snapping back
"What did I do" she says scrunching her face
"You told ale and kairi to stay here after I ordered them to go with you" I say annoyed
"Mattia they didn't want to go I didn't want them to get annoyed with me" she says raising her voice
"You could have been in danger" I say to her as she rolls her eyes
"I know how to defend myself" she says
"Well obviously not if you had to marry me" once those words came out of my mouth I regretted it. She looked at me with her eyes wide open and shocked after what I said, I see tears forming.
"Y/n I'm sorry I-" she put her hand up making me shut up
"I'm gonna go hang with the girls we'll be in the pool" she says walking out
While she was walking out I could tell how hurt she was. I regret what I said it was an impulse. I've never felt sorry but with y/n it was different it was like she didn't care what I felt for her. I have to make it up to her.