Arranged Love

Chapter 31

Y/n pov:
I held my gun toward him he didn't seem scared. But man did I want to shot him. But I couldn't bring myself to it.

I pulled the trigger and I scared his cheek and ear.

His eyes went wide and he put his hand on his cheek.

"Y/n you could have killed him" alejandro says running toward him

"Be glad I didn't but I want to." I say walking to my room.

I couldn't believe I did that I could've killed him. I would have never forgiven myself. He hurt me so bad that I wanted to make him feel the pain.

I heard someone open the door and it's mattia.

"I don't want to talk to you" I say

"Well I do so" he says cocky

"I won't hesitate to shoot you" I say in a serious tone

"Yes I know you proved that" he says smiling

"Why did you lie to me?" I finally asked

"Which time?" He asks in a low voice

"About your fake death" I say

"To protect you, everything needed to seem real so that jenna wouldn't suspect a thing" he says

"Where is she now?" I ask

"She's dead don't worry" he says calmly

"What??" I say standing up. "You killed her? How could you do that she was having a baby"

"It's not what you think, I made sure she had the child and the child is now in a safe place I killed her after she had the kid, what kind of monster do you think I am?" He says looking at me

"Well i DONT know what your capable of doing" I snap at him

"Look Im sorry I promise that from now on you'll know everything" he says

"Mattia I missed you" I say as I lean in and kiss him.

He acts surprised but kisses me back. Our lips move in sync and he slides his tounge in my mouth and deepens the kiss.

He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist as he pushes me against the wall he doesn't break the kiss as I lightly tug on his hair.

He finally moves down to my neck and I move it up so he has more access to it. He sucks on it leaving hickeys.

I moan his name under my breath and he sucks harder. He finally looks at me and smiles.

"I love you" he says smiling

"I love you" I reply back

"Do you want to?" He asks

"Yes I want to be yours" I say nodding

He carry's next to the bed as he lays me down gently. He starts kissing my neck again as I try taking his shirt off. I then pass my finger tips over his toned abs.

He watched me as he takes my shirt off and un hooks my bra with one hand while the other is exploring my body.

He then takes my pants and underwear wear off and starts kissing my thighs.

"Mattia please" I say trying to hold my moans in as he teases me.

He then kisses my clit and starts to moving his tounge into me.

I moan loudly in pleasure as I grab and start tugging at his hair. He grabs my legs and spreads them wider.

"Mat- Mattia Im going to-" I couldn't finish my sentence before I cum.

He moves up as he slowly takes off my panties completely.

He slides inside me slowly. As he moves slowly in and out of me I melt even more under him.

"Are you ok? Do you want me to stop" he asks

"No" I say surely

(Ok so i started writing this a few days ago and I'm not horny right now so imma just leave it there sorry, I promise I'll finish it next time)

"Mattia?" I ask as he plays with my hair

"Yes?" He asks as I look up at him

"What's gonna happen with the mafias now?" I ask

"Well seems like you have things under control here" he says smiling

"Yea but your soldiers need to know your alive" I say

"They will but I needed my wife to know first" he says kissing me

"It never really felt like we were together" I confess

"That's my fault" he says

"But tell me how's chemo?" He continues

"It's alright I mean I'm tired of it but the doctor said I have a few more sessions and he'll see if they worked" I say

"That's good, and for the rest of them I'll be there with you ok?" He says looking at me

I nod.

Finally my life is starting to shape up.