People I Don't Know

Everything going wrong

I decided to talk with Colin first and then with Erin.

I should tell Colin that I have no feelings for him, I can't keep him waiting on me, that's not fair. I clearly know that I'm into Erin.

I want to clear all this mess as fast as I can, I can't deal with this stress anymore. I'll confess my feelings to Erin, at least then he will say something.

All these days I waited for him, I expected him to speak out his feelings without saying mine, how I feel about him. Now I'll let him know my feelings, it's better to say it out than to keep the bottle up inside.

I don't know whether I can take any negative shit, but right now I made up my mind and I don't want to change it. After making up my mind I slept peacefully.

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After my classes, I headed towards the parking area to meet Colin. I searched for him for a while then I found his car and walked towards it, as he needs to come to his car. As I walked close to his car, Colin already reached his car from the other side and opened the door. I screamed lightly because he didn't know that I'm coming
"Colin"
He looked at me with a blank face but didn't bother to stop. He got inside the car and drove away, making my eyes wide open. What just happened? He ignored me?? I smirked myself and trudged towards Rachel's car with full disappointment.

I stopped when I reach her car, but she isn't here yet. I looked around will my dull face. It's cold and a little windy. The chain around my neck became colder, a cool breeze hit me and I shivered a little, I folded my hands to cover myself and to feel the warmth of my body.

I waited for Rachel for more than five minutes, for now, then I turned my head to my right side and saw Erin walking between the parked cars. He's wearing a thick ash colour hoodie and covered his head with a hood. He's walking in my direction.

He caught me looking at him from a distance and I slowly averted my look to the left side. I got surprised when I found out that I'm standing beside Erin car. Oops! They parked their cars beside each other.

I got a strange feeling in my stomach as he walked close and stood near his car. The memories of that night invade before my eyes, we kissed in that car and I looked away.

He opened his car door making a thud sound and I looked at him. We exchanged looks as he's standing there with the door opened, I expected him to offer me a ride back to the mansion. But he didn't, he slowly stepped inside his car, closed the door and started the engine. He made a turning before me and left me in the cold.

So mean Erin! I seethed looking at his car as he picked up speed.

"I'm sorry, come on" I heard Rachel voice as she came and offered me a coffee.
"I felt really cold and went to get a coffee, I brought one for you," she said giving me hot fuming coffee.

We got inside the car, I took a sip of the coffee and heaved a heavy breath of disappointment.
"What's bothering you?" Rachel asked me while starting the car engine.
"Almost everything," I told her and she laughed at me.
"Colin ignored me" I whined and she chuckled.
"That's great" she sarcastically commented.
"What's wrong with everyone??" I muttered.
"You wanted that right? You wanted to say Colin to stay away from you" She said.
"Yeah! But not this way" I said and took a sip again "I went to talk with him but he ignored" I added.
"Let him go then" she countered.

I made up my mind to reduce the complications but everything going wrong.

I called Dad but he's busy and fell on my bed and hugged my knees, tried to sleep but this cold weather and my miserable head preventing me from my sleep.