People I Don't Know

He is sweet

I stayed up all night, crying and wondering.

I can't blame Erin for not liking me back but his behaviour towards me made me build up feelings, it's a fact I can't deny.

I wish,
I never moved here,
I stayed in Florida,
I never met anyone like Erin,
I never fell for a guy like Erin.

I miss my pretty boring perfect life, no boys no complications.

I took a long hot shower and got ready for college. I don't want to sit alone and drown in agony.

Rachel tried to talk in our drive to the college but I stayed silent. I can't explain to anyone how I'm feeling right now neither I don't know.

No one bothered to disturb me for a whole day, the day just came and went off like that, nothing happened significantly.

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Again Sunday is here, observing how I've been behaving these days, Rachel decided to take me out. She said I needed hangout therapy, I couldn't deny it. I need to keep my mind distracted from few thoughts.

She said she will take me to a club and I planned to drink no matter what. And Tori is not going to join us as she is busy with some family gatherings.

I'm about to get ready and suddenly my phone started ringing, it was Colin. I ignored his call remembering the way he ignored me a few days ago. This is not ego, but more like self-respect.

**This is how I imagined Colin, a hot nerd like looking guy**

It is almost 9 pm at the night and we just started our drive to the club. I'm still not in a good mood, but Rachel tried to cheer me up with her dirty jokes.

I leaned back against the seat and stayed silent for a while. Then I break my silence saying
"You have to buy me drinks"
"I can afford one," she said and grinned.
"Only one?" I muttered in a low voice not even looking at her.
"I'm not rich like your brother" she commented.
"Brother!" I smirked sarcastically earning a glare from her.
"He's not that bad" she whined turning back her look on the roads.
"Really? Tell me what do you know about him" I asked her turning my head towards her. She started blushing a little but stayed silent focusing on driving.

"How did you stayed having no feelings for anyone else than Luis?" I asked her with a dry voice.
"No one else caught your feelings?" I added another question. She chuckled lightly but didn't open her mouth.
"Is he worth waiting?" I don't know why that question came out of my mouth but it slightly changed her expression. The corners of her lips turned down a little but still, she managed to smile and said
"Ask me about anyone else, not about Luis. Please!"

I frowned my eyebrows and I said
"Okay! Tell me about Erin then."
"He's a nice guy" she complimented.

Then she stopped the car, indicating we reached our destination. I stepped out of the car, locked our hands like a couple and headed inside the club.