People I Don't Know

My only option

When I woke up last night memories flood into my head. I thought Erin will come to check on me, I waited for him for a while. I just wanted to hold him tight to feel better. His presence definitely makes everything better.

To be honest I didn't cry much because lately, I understood that there's no one's fault.

Luis just misunderstood me. He shouldn't have reacted wild, he shouldn't have yelled at me like that, giving me names. But somehow it proved that he's a caring one.

It is all my fault. I should have stayed in my room without wandering around at night time.

My damn curiosity!!

But I want to kill Shane.

I stared at the ceiling laying down on my bed. I wanted to know what happened next. I searched for my phone and called Erin.

He didn't pick up. Why?

Did Luis tell him everything? Did he believe it? Ugh! What if he does believe everything? Mm... I'm losing my mind.

I stayed in my room. I don't know how to face Luis after this incident. It's better to not show my face to him for some time.

I have an exam tomorrow, I need to prepare for it. It is already past one in the afternoon. I took a long shower and get into some fresh clothes. I sat on my bed and started preparing for my exam.

In the evening once again I called Erin but he didn't answer my call. I left him a text, sadly I didn't receive any reply from him.

Later I called Rachel, I told her everything that happened. She cursed Shane but didn't say anything bad about Luis. I know she will never do it. She told me to not worry much about it and assured me that everything will get better.

I hope so.

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These two days felt like ages, waiting for Erin, waiting for his call, waiting for his message. I haven't seen him since that night. He's not showing up in the mansion. I looked for him in college but I didn't get a chance to see him.

I feel like he just disappeared from my life. No, I don't want that to happen. I just can't imagine that.

Did they fight or what? Luis and Erin? If we don't know what exactly happened our brains get the opportunity to create infinite possibilities. That's what my brain is doing right now.

I can't talk with Luis. Erin is not talking with me. To know what happened that night my only option is Shane. I don't want to talk with him. He's the reason behind this misery.

Strangely I'm not angry with him either. I saw something in his deep blue eyes that night. Before I could realize what it is Luis interrupted.

An urge started in my head, to call Shane. But I don't know how to ask him about that. Just like Erin, I didn't see him either.

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The next day after my exam, I rushed to the parking area of our college. Hoping to see Erin, I desperately want to talk to him. I'm missing him terribly.

I saw him.

I saw him with his friend Federer from a distance. My heart started racing when I saw him. I started walking to him slowly. Luckily he didn't see me yet but then I saw Luis walking towards him from another direction.

Luis words flashed in my head. Now I don't want him to see me with Erin again. I turned around and walked back to Rachel's car with a sad frown.

When I went back to the mansion, I called him again but he didn't lift my call. I tossed my phone on the bed, I'm feeling so emotional. I just want to cry. I exhaled a frustrated breath.