People I Don't Know

No destination

Erin POV

As I walked away, unknowingly tears rolled out my eyes. On this killing cold night, with my torn blurry eyes, I looked for my car. I forgot where I parked it.

When I found my car, I walked quickly towards it and slumped into the driving seat. I exhaled a breath and rested my head on the steering wheel. I can feel the pain in my heart, I want to cry aloud.

I don't know who will understand me. Maybe no one, I felt like no one would ever understand me anymore.

I want to run away.

I lift my head and started the engine. I started driving, it is almost two in the night. Why doesn't she understand this? Why I'll be at her front door at this time?

"Ughhhh!" I groan.

"Bloody fucking promise," I yell to myself.

Why do people always think there is love only if we show it? Guess I don't even know how to love.

I'm sorry Neel.

My phone started ringing with so much hope, expecting it to be Neel I looked at it. But my screen showed Fed name and my heart clenched. I switched off my phone and tossed it away.

I kept driving on the empty roads without any destination. I don't want to be here anymore, I want to leave everything and never come back.

I'm so tired and I drove back to my house. I should leave before anyone else would stop me. When I reached my house I saw Luis car outside, I flinched my face. Shit!

Maybe his girlfriend informed him everything, so nice of her.

I walked inside, Luis is sitting on the couch in my living. I ignored him and walked upstairs to my room. He followed my back.

"Are you drunk?" He asked.

"No." I snapped.

"Really?" He asked again.

"I can't prove myself to you and your girlfriend anymore," I yelled at him grabbing a bag from my cupboard. He looked puzzled by my actions but I ignored him like he's not in my room.

"Are you mad? What have you done?" He yelled. I wonder how Rachel and Luis using the same words. I laughed lightly.

"Why are you laughing?" He asked. I didn't answer his questions. I looked into my wardrobe for my comfortable clothes.

"Tell me, Erin. Why did you go there?" He asked.

"To confess my feelings," I said.

"Do you think this is the right time for that?" He asked and I looked at him.

"I'm tired of waiting for the right time," I told him.

"Stop acting fucking crazy." He yelled.

"I felt like it's getting late, I just wanted to confess. I'm sorry." I said in a low voice.

"But there is no use, Luis, I lost her. I lost a girl who loved me for what I am." I told him and I can feel a pain in my throat while speaking.

"Everything will be fine." He said stepping close.

"Oh! I'll wait for that." I said I hope he understands my sarcasm. I turned back to my wardrobe and picked up few shirts. I pushed them into the bag.

"What are you doing?" He asked.

"Packing my things." I cleared.

"What?" His voice was full of surprise.

"I'm leaving," I said.