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Rae's Letter

Here it is, Raven's letter from Beast Boy. I hope u like it. Enjoy!

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Chapter 34:Rae's Letter

Raven carefully open envelop as she looks back on her relationship with Beast Boy. Raven knew that when she first met him, she found him annoying. She thought about each relationship with the Titans. Those relationship was different compared hers with Beast Boy. At first she thought he was like her annoying little brother, but it doesn't feel right. Raven sighs, it was only recently when she found out that she loved him, not as a brother, but as significant other.Raven tries to not to cry as she pulls out the letter.Raven unfolds the letter carefully and holding back her tears as she read the first two words scribbled on top of the letter.

Hey Rae,

For the thousandth, or maybe trillionth times but who is counting, I am sorry. I am sorry for the every time I interrupted your mediations with those knocks on your door. I am sorry for being loud. I am sorry for calling you creepy. I am sorry for not being there for you. I am sorry for telling you those lame jokes. Most of all, I am sorry for hurting you. I never meant to hurt you. Never, but yet I succeed. All I ever wanted to see you laugh, or even a tiniest smile. I did the completely opposite. I am no better than Malchior.You are the strongest person I've ever seen. You literally went into hell and back. You fought off your inner demon. You defeated your destiny and made a new one for yourself. You give your all in the battles for the sake of others. You were never a demon. You are far from evil. You are a hero, an angel. You may be a half-demon, but you have a heart of gold. You are always an angel in my eyes, a misunderstood, dark, and mysterious angel. If people want to see what demon looks like, then they shouldn't be looking at you. They should be looking at me. No matter how much you deny the fact that I'm a bad guy, you know it's true. I have seen it in your eyes and the others' too: I am a monster.Raven, don't break down for me. Please move on. You deserve someone better than me, way better. You asked me a question back in the tunnel, about how I always come back with a smile plastered on my face and forgave you every time you threw me out of the window. I could be angry with you instead, but I didn't. I never stopped, no matter how many times you threw me out or insult me. It was because I knew that it made you feel and you push me away because of it. You were scared Raven, because I was breaking through your walls. Every time you threw me out of window, your wall cracked because you felt an emotion. You tried to push me away so I wouldn't break your wall completely. You were afraid that you would lose control when your wall falls. Honestly, the wall wasn't even helping you. It was trapping you; limiting you. You couldn't feel and you couldn't show emotions without breaking something. You are stronger than that Raven. It's all in your head. Yeah, your power is linked to your emotions, but it is not the emotions that are making you lose the control. It's your head, your thoughts. Once you let go your doubts, your insecurities, and worries… You will be free to feel. Go on and feel, Rae. You deserve it. If you don't believe me, then look around you. I'm pretty sure that you have been crying, and there's nothing broken.Raven takes a look around her, so did her teammates. Her eyes blur from the tears, but she could see that she hasn't broken anything. None of her powers are lashing out. Raven takes a shaky breath as she directs her eyes onto the letter and continues reading.My favorite memory is when I first met you, on that day. Once I first heard your voice, it was like the whole world made sense. When I first saw you, it seems like the time had stopped. It's you Rae. It's always has been you.Again, I'm sorry. It's not your fault. None of this is. Please don't lock yourself in your room. Don't think so negative about yourself. Don't go back to that Raven who was so full of doubts and self-hatred. You are so much better than that, Rae. Don't compare yourself with others. You are amazing and it kills me when you don't see yourself like that. You remind me of the moon. It's you who shine the brightest in the darkest times. Raven, please don't lock yourself up. Let yourself be free.Be there for Robin when he feels alone.Be there for Starfire when she needs an ear to listen.Be there for Cyborg when he feels lonely.Watch out for yourself. I may be gone, but I'll always be around nearby.We may be the total opposites, but I understand you and I promise you, you are never alone.