Winter Bear || TaeJin [Completed]

31. Love Is Not Over

Third Person's P. O. V.

Taehyung stayed frozen, for awhile his mind numbed and all that echoed through him were Jin's bewitching eyes, profoundly calm and yet so mysteriously wild.

He pressed his lips together, tongue inadvertently licking to relish the taste of those alluring soft ones that had stayed there a few seconds ago. His gaze instantly flickered through the open glass, hands tightening on the steering as he peered to watch the receding figure walk up the steps and then saw Jin halt before the door.

His stomach flipped and chest grew heavy, drugged with that soft press of lips and mystifying eyes, he realized he was losing the control he had been desperately holding onto all through these months.

The snap was real and Taehyung felt a wave crash on him.

It broke through him and he jumped out of the car, banged the door close and picked up his steps, Jin turned around at the sound and saw Taehyung hurry towards him, brisk steps covering the distance.

Jin's emotions were all over the place, part of him wanted nothing more than to see that glint in Taehyung's eyes, that need, that affection, he had missed it terribly but the moment he felt him grab his face and press their lips together fear took over him, he knew this too will be taken away from him. They pushed back through the door, kicking it close denying to let go of each other as they kissed hungrily, taking their fill for all those times they have been starving.

Anxious hands grabbing and pulling close. Jin was too taken to figure out if those whimpers and whines he spilled were due to the force or the feeling.

He grabbed at his collar, holding Tae to himself who kept leaning more and more into him, mouth restless and demanding as he sucked on a Jin's lips, driving his tongue as he pleased tangling with Jin's sweet taste. His hands went from Jin's jaw to the back of his head as he tilted his head, claiming that appealing mouth again, both gasping for breath.

"You're mean" Taehyung panted out "why? Wanna drive me mad!" He growled mindlessly, eyes pressed close and face flushed. He didn't know what was going on in his head right now, it snapped to throw him off of all his restraints and he felt like he had actually slipped into a state of madness.

"The whole time.." he spoke and Jin could see the speckles of pain in those eyes, urging again for a shelter from the agony "..I have been drunk the whole time, that's the only way I survive" he nudged Jin's face with his, nose digging in as his tongue licked at his cheek "...on you or alcohol, but drunk all the same".

"You're a jerk" Jin voiced through gritted teeth "why'd you have to leave, huh?"

"You think I wanted to?! What other choice did I have?" Taehyung's voice was an agitated groan.

"You don't have to protect me! It's on me! I chose this, I chose you! I chose us over my sappy secure life!"

Taehyung pulled his head in again, crashing their lips together and Jin took the lead, delving his tongue into Taehyung's mouth. He let his fingers crawl through those damp wavy locks humming at the feeling of their perfect sync, basking in the warmth Taehyung wrapped him in as he tightened his arms around Jin, pulling him closer making them stumble back and forth.

Jin felt Taehyung pushing him back, felt his hands move to his waist, slipping below the jacket and the loose lilac shirt to glide over his bare skin and softly squeeze. He felt his back press against the dining table and tried to break the kiss but before he could say anything Taehyung grabbed the back of his thighs and set him on the table. All his thoughts were instantly drowned as he felt his lips dragging down his mouth over his jaw to nibble and suck at his neck, pushing the jacket down his shoulders.