Failing to be his beloved (Damian Wayne robin x reader)

Nighmare fule

Once I finished clearing my head, and processing the last 24 hours, I decided to go to bed. But first I showered, I crawled in and sat on the ground thinking, "wonder what I'll start with learning tomorrow,what should my hero name be.i finished up my shower and got dressed in one of my leotards.I layed down in the bed, it felt like heaven it was so soft and cousheny , I looked at the clock, It was about 10.(A/nI've never slept good, so this is actually one of my nightmares... kinda )
I woke up with a start, the hell was that, I decided to try drawing something from my dream, I started by sketching it, then adding shading, then color, than adding effects. There done! (A/n Look at the drawing above...yes I drew that, please don't steal it) I look at the clock, it's 5:45, I decide to get dressed.I put on some leggings over the bottom of my leotard. I looked at the clock once more ,5:50 the door opened, and Tim walked in holding a large tub of water. "What the hell are you doing" he looked at me and almost dropped the water. "I was going to wake you up." Good god "you were going to dump that on me weren't you." He smiled sheepishly "get out" I looked back at the clock after a minute."get up " Damian said as he opened my door, "oh your already up.What's all over your floor?" He looked at the pencils everywhere, "I was drawing" he smirks "show it to me" I show him the drawing, he looks repulsed,"what the hell is that!"I smirk a little,"it my nightmare fule, this was the good guy in my nightmare."he takes a step back, "what the hell is wrong with you" I frown, "I don't know" he sighs and sits down,"tell me about this 'good guy'" I sit down and start picking up my pencils,"well it can stretch from my height to almost the height of 3 stories, it's knees can bend in and out, and you can't look directly at it, or it kills you...gruesomely." He sighs, "well ok then. I came to get you so we could start training, is that what you're going to wear?" I nod we stand, and we go to the cave and he walks me over to a training area. "Let's start you on level one, joker goons," I stand there and suddenly there's a joker goon in front of me, it lunges at me, "wait, I thought you were going to teach me " I say as I dodge.he calmly replies,"I need to know where you stand first." " I look at him "what!" He replies,"punch him or something." I grunt and jab at his face, he disappears after the third jab, then he says level 2 and two guys appear, this goes on till level 14. Then he says easy killer crock, and killer crock appears,"how am I supposed to win this one!!!!" It swings, but it's slow, so I take advantage of that and do laps around it jab jab jab as I do circles dodging it. It starts to sway so I think I won, I look at Damian and he smirks ,why is he doing his evil smirk suddenly the crock falls onto me and it pixilates on impact."ohh" Damian then gives an evaluation of my skills. Shows me how to improve, and then we finish off by stretching. After that he has me go to a punching bag, and tells me to start throwing as many hard punches as I can, and slowly has me start increasing in speed. He does the same with different types of kicks. Finally he has us break, at like 8 for breakfast, we sit and Alfred gives us a whole bunch of fruits, this is amazing I say. Damian grunts," I've had better." I glare at him. " thank you Alfred. When we're finished there, Damian makes me go out to the garden and run laps, he says each lap is half a mile, I'm done with the first lap, pretty quickly, I stop and he says again, when I'm at about 10 miles, I face plant and my muscles just scream"I can't move."tim comes out side, he sees me and laughs "my god.what did you do to her?" "(Y/n) get up, you've still got 10 more miles."tim looks at him stunned,"Damian youre not supposed to kill her, give her a second,I start to stand up, oww, I start to try to jog once I'm through 5 more miles, I look at Damian," can...I...do...some... thing...else......pleasseeee."he sighs, "fine," start doing push ups" I start doing puch ups, I get slower, and slower,until in basically just holding a plank, Damian sits on my back,"what the hell are you doing," he says you stopped doing push ups, so while you plank for the next 5 minutes I'm going to sit on your back, or do you wanna continue push ups," I groan, " get off", he says"make me" I roll to the side, and he topples off."hahahahaha" I start laughing as he looks utterly shocked I did that. He stands"dam it" I go to stand but fail, so I just sit there, well  lay there, ahhh peace. Until Damian says get up, or I'll make you do a hundred more push ups, some hoe my body finds some energy and I'm up, he starts to walk inside, Alfred, gives us some...Mac n cheese!!!! Yessssssss! I eat some it amazing. I look at the clock it's about 2,"when am I done?" I ask Damian, he looks at me, " when I say." I sigh this is gonna be hell. I finish my mac n cheese, and lay my head in the table, Damian makes me get up and we go back to doing more stuff for my training.t. This goes on for about 24 weeks, during Damians 3 days a week. Tim is fun, but some of the stuff, is very confusing, I enjoyed the first weekend getting to practice with the guns Jason was alright, Grayson was alright, I had to learn about Harley Quinn and ivy and mr freeze, and so many villains, and hero's, once I'm done with my training with tim and Grayson, Bruce said, I'm going to have to go join a team, that Damian is a part of , called the 'teen titans." This is going to be fun' I think sarcastically.