Failing to be his beloved (Damian Wayne robin x reader)

A new team

This morning after I woke up, I got dressed in civilian clothes, then I realized that I'm moving to teen titans tower.I changed, into my suit, grabbed my bag, did a once over of my room to make sure I have all my stuff, then went down to the cave. I carried my small duffle of things everyone here have bought me, and my backpack of my original belongings. I got down there, and Barbra greeted me,"hi y/n, how you doing this morning." I wasn't used to her approaching me, trying to talk to me. Oh...she was there yesterday, she knows what I tried to do.,"good morning, I'm good, I get to go to Titan tower today. " she smiled,"that's great, you're going to have so much fun. I smiled, and walked away. I went to find Richard, I found him with Damian, talking near the batmobile, "I still don't know why I am required to be a part of that team Grayson." Richard sighed, I walked over, "good morning Richard, good morning Damian." They both turned to me,"y/n I already told you not to call me that, dick is just fine." I don't know if he realized what he just said, until Damian spoke,"I didn't know you swung like that Grayson." He looked panicked,"you know what I meant." I laugh "no i don't, explain how dick is just fine." He puts a hand to his face, "com'on let's just go." I hear him mutter,"when did I become such an adult." I smile, as nightwing jesters to the batmobile, I hop in the back, and Damian gets in passenger, I hold my bag and backpack with my feet on the ground, we sit in the batmobile for a while, Richard takes advantage of the sound system. He keeps playing a song called dancing queen... I think. I smile at his goofy ness. Then he jumps, "hey, y/n what's you're hero name?" I realize I haven't told them yet,"Shadow." I smile, and look at the ground, then out the window. I wonder how this new team will be. I wonder what I'll have to do. I'm about to ask Damian when we pull up to a large T tower. Damian and Richard hop out, I go to grab my stuff and hop out when Damian leans in, and grabs my duffel, "don't tell them your identity, it's secret." Just as quickly as he was in, he was out. I sit there, alright. I can do that. I grab my backpack and hop out. I'm greeted by nightwing announcing hello to a large woman, with pink hair. She seems bubbly. The next is a green boy, an armored boy, a girl in a cloak, a cyborg, and a girl with a large s on her chest. I look at all of them. Nightwing, walks in front of all of them, "This is shadow, your new teammate." Damian walks past me, nudging me to follow him, I leave everyone behind, not bothering with introducing myself. he leads me to a door, "this is your room." I smile, and walk in. It's decently sized, it has a dresser and bed, I look to see if I can move the bed, I can, I push it closer to the window. Then I close the curtains, they're blackout curtains thankfully. I turn on my light, unpack my cloths into the dresser. Set a picture of me and my family up, before they died. Then another one that Alfred took when everyone was at the manner. Everything looks great, so I decide to head to the kitchen. I saw it on the way in. It looks nice, it connects to a living room, I glance around and see a keyboard propped up against a bookshelf, I just my use that later. I smile as I see the girl in the cloak making tea,"Raven, but if you want you can call me Rachel." I smile she turns and walks out. I look around the room. Nobody else is here, so I go over to the keyboard, I set it up on the ground and poke a few keys. I remember a friend back at the circus teaching me a song.It was the song I danced to the other day, what was it called... hmmm...oh yeah it was dark enough. I decide to play it, I quietly sing the lyrics. When I finish I stare at the keyboard. I think of my friend, scarlet. She taught me how to play this almost 2 years ago. I think to what happened to her when I remember.i went to her funeral. Mama wouldn't tell me how she died, but I think I know now. I hear clapping I turn around, and see Damian. Did he hear me...oh god...kill me now. He sits on the couch I put the keyboard up. I look at him."Where did you learn to play?" I frown,"I only know that song, my friend taught me." He replies with,"what was her name?" He probably wants to look up who she is, " that doesn't matter, you couldn't talk to her even if you wanted." I frowns "why not." I sit down on the couch,"I mean technically you could, but you'd only get a tombstones reply." He looks slightly distraught."how'd she die" he asks his voice getting lower and softer, almost like a feather landing in a lake after drifting. I stare at my floor." I'm pretty sure she killed herself." He looks at me like somebody is sticking pins in him everywhere, not exactly confused or pained, but odd. I continue looking at the floor. It starts to get awkward, I'm about to speak when in storms the armored guy, his armor folds up though, and there he is in civilian clothes,"he sits down on the couch next to me, "I'm Blue beetle , you can call me Jamie though hermosa."then I realize there's a green cat on damians lap, I'm about to ask when,"beast boy, I've already said this before, get off now or I'll stab you with my katana." I smile... ok then, he morphes into the boy I say earlier," hi I'm beast boy, aka Garfield Logan, but you can call me anytime, or you can call me yours." He winks..."no thank you." He sighs, and curls into a dog, and lays on the ground. I smile. Three more people walk in, one is over here very fast," hi I'm supergirl, but you can call me Kara, I just know we're going to be great friends...do you love shopping, I love shopping...I just know were going to have just so much fun hanging out together." I smile,"leave the poor girl alone Kara."beast boys says. The other two people announce themselves, by that I mean, Starfire,"Hello y/n I'm starfire, this is cyborg, he's not a part of the team titans, but he's very close, I hope you can acquaint well with everyone, I hope is all to be able to become the best of friends." Oh great...