Failing to be his beloved (Damian Wayne robin x reader)

Ready to go Back to the tower

After a very long and awkward conversation with Jason about the human reproductive system, and how hard it is to raise kids, I decided I miss the tower. I walk over to Alfred and ask, "when will me and Damian be heading back to the tower?" Alfred smiles,"Master Damian informed me he will be returning when you deem it time to go back." I smile," in that case I think I'm ready." Alfred looks sad,"I hope I didn't scare you away, the manner isn't that bad is it?" " Nonononono, I just miss my stuff." He smiles," ahh well that makes sense,I shall go inform master Damian of your decision." I smile,"thank you alfred." I sit down finally getting to cut up my orange, and eat it. It tases good, but now I'm bored. I'm cold, I found a couch ,I sit down, and hold the shirt close to me, the shirt comes up a little, and I defiantly smell Damian in it. He smells like...he smells a bit like...i don't know what this smells like, it a bit like the outdoors mixed with the training room mats, and the ocean. The main smell though don't ask me why is his body odor. To me it doesn't really smell that bad either. I smile. And keep smelling the shirt. It puts me at peace. And now subconsciously I'm rubbing the rim between my teeth. I don't know...I'm weird. What the hell am I even doing. I stand up, and yawn. I look at a clock. It's about 4 in the afternoon. Did I doze off, wake up late or was Jason's lecture just that long. Jason's lecture was pretty long, so I'm just gonna go with that. I walk to the kitchen again, Tim's in there with steph. I walk over to the fridge. I don't see anything good. I open the freezer...jackpot. "YES" I yell I bend down, Owe owe note to self ribs still broken.i smile and grab the tub of (favorite ice cream)  this is the best day ever...not really but you know. I didn't even know they made tuns like this for this flavor. I go and sit at the table across from step and tim who are eyeing me widely. "What haven't you ever seen a girl eat ice cream." Steph smirks,"that's not what we're staring at." I am confused until I remember I'm wearing Damian's clothes.tim makes the first comment,"when did you and demon become a thing," my eyes widen and before I say anything steph comments," you know he was awful concerned for her yesterday, and I say him carry her out." I blush crazy."we didn't do anything like that steph, and we aren't a thing, I'm just barrowing some clothes...jeez give it a rest." Tim smiles"but you like him don't you, and he likes you."I choke on my ice cream."what" steph smirks,"you heard him." I become a stuttering mess,"he doesn't like me like that...does he...I mean why would he like me...what's there to like...he couldn't possibly have feelings for me...I mean have you meet me...it's not possible...I don't even like me...how could he like me..."  I keep rambling until steph cuts me off,"what do you mean you don't like yourself?" I frown I said that out loud."nothing." I pick up the tub of ice cream, and hear them whispering to each other something  along the lines of, I can't wait to get them together, and maybe he doesn't know she's insecure yet and stuff like that. I groan and walk away with the ice cream. Then I feel my body shift."shit" I hang my head as my week long monthly satanic ritual began...aka my period. I find babs, and ask to barrow some hem hem"womanly supplies " gladly she gets them for me, and I go to the bathroom and you know. While she holds my ice cream. When I come back, I give her a hug and thank her. I go to Damian's room. And the door opens as I'm about to knock.Tim steps out," oh... hi y/n" I smile "hey Tim." Damian walks over, " good bye drake."he says as if he's revolted, then as tim walks away he says,"hello l/n, why do you have ice cream?" I smile,"I found it in the freezer." He sighs and lets me in,"we leave for the tower in 10" I nod," ok" he walks over to me and asks me what type of ice cream I have, I happily respond with,"(favorite flavor), why" he squints his eyes," I've never had that flavor." How...how is this possible,it's the best flavor there is. Before I can make him try it he leans down and uses my hand to scoop some, and put it in his mouth...I've never been as flustered as I am right now...does he not know how cute that was...like I mean...humm I can't believe I just thought that. He really was unintentionally cute though. He nods his head," it is much better than the other flavors I've tried." I smile,"thats why it's my favorite." We sit and share the ice cream for a few moments, before there's a knock at the door. Alfred comes in," so that's where the ice cream went...ahh yes, I believe it is about time for you two to be going. I smile "ok, also sorry about the ice cream." He nods his head," it's quite alright, nobody else was planning on eating it, and Barbra informed me of the date." I smile." Let's go," I say I hop up, and Damian stands. He takes a few steps, before, move the ice cream to one hand and the spoon to the other, and then use his shoulders to hop on his back." L/n... what are you doing?" I laugh, "this is something called a piggy back ride." He sighs," yes I know that...but why is it happening.are you injured." I laugh"no...I just want a piggy back ride." He sighs,"fine.but you must feed me the ice cream while I walk." I agree.and he starts walking us to the cave. I lean over his shoulder, and make a spoon full, and put it in front of his mouth. He takes a bite. Then I make another spoon full and put it in my mouth. I enjoy it melting and the flavor washing through. I do that a few more times, until we are in the cave.