Failing to be his beloved (Damian Wayne robin x reader)

Med bay

I open my eyes again, I hear beeping... where am I...better question why do I feel like I just took a beating.Oh wait...I did. I remember. Better question am I in a hospital. I sit up, this is not a hospital, for certain, but there is slot of medical supplies. A man comes through the door. The heart monitor goes crazy. They notice and run up to me. "no...no...stay away from me..stay away." I start to try to scramble out of the bed. He look hurt, I recognize him, that's Tim, I lived with him at the manner. He backs off a bit." Sorry...I didn't recognize you at first Tim." He smiles, "that's ok, can I come closer?" I nod. He comes closer."where am I" he answers with,"the bat cave med bay." When Damian Called Grayson, he had you sent here instead of the tower." I look down at my clothes, tim notices my concern," we had Steph change you, don't worry." I sigh,"are you ok?" Of course I'm not ok, he visibly sees my torment from the question. He continues with," it's ok if your not, I just want you know if you want to talk, anyone will listen here at the manner, and the tower, you can go back whenever you want." I smile,"thank you tim." He leaves. I sit there and process what happened. I get up, I'm wearing sweat pants, and a sweatshirt. It's gray, and big on me. I grab the IV, and walk out of the med bay, I see steph, and babs, steph run over to me, and I flinch as she gets near. She notices and stops short of me, and then moves a bit slower, babs follows at a slow pace," hey y/n" I smile. " hey. Do you guys know where Damian is?" Babs makes a face." After he got here with you, and made sure you were stable, he left talking about how he was going to kill someone." Oh...does that mean...is he going to kill the guy that..." ohh...I think I know what he's doing." I say quietly. I ask if he has his com. They nod. I ask to borrow one to talk to Damian. They hand me one." Robin come in." There's a response."robin here" he sounds agitated." It's shadow, don't kill him... I wanted to but make sure he can never have kids, and maybe cripple him." He responds with ,"Shadow are you alright, when you passed out, I thought...I didn't know if you were ok. And if you want I can just track him, and when you get better, you can cripple him yourself, if you want. No person should ever do something like that, it's revolting, and just horrible." I respond, " yeah, I would prefer to be the one to cripple him...thank you for helping me also." I say softly he makes a final statement through the com," I'll be back at the cave in 5." He turns it off. I give the com back to steph. Babs asks me,"so what happened to piss demon off so much?" I look down," I decide it's better to show, there's a blue and purple bruise in the shape of a large hand, and the beginning of the scratch is visible barely, because of the bandages, probably wrapping my ribs and the scratch. I just pull up the sleeve, and show the bruise. It seems like it clicked to babs, she gets quiet,"are you ok?" I let out a shaky sigh," I think so..." my voice is quivering and quiet. It sounds like I'm going to cry. At that second I see steph and babs face look like someone just shattered their souls. Steph slowly moves forward and hugs me." I'm here for you, if you ever need anything." I smile ,"thank you." Damian comes in, he sees me, and walks over, his steps demanding respect. Steph and babs take it as their time to leave. Damian walks up to me and removes his mask, putting in his utility belt. He moves closer to me, I unintentionally flinch, he slowly moves his hand before asking," can I touch you?" I nod slowly. He grabs my hand and pulls me to him, into a hug, he slowly, runs his fingers through my hair. After a few moments, he stops, and asks if we can go to his room to talk. I trust him and nod. He picks me up and carries me a hand under my knees, and a hand on my back, I wrap my hands around his neck, and muzzle my head into his neck. He sighs, and carries me to his room. And sets me down on his bed, and then backs up," can you tell me what happened specifically?" I don't know if I can,"I can try," I start telling him about opening the door to leave, him grabbing my arm, kneeing him where the sun don't shine, and how I got away, and I don't know when I started crying, or when he started holding me, but by the end, I'm close to his chest, and crying, and he's running his fingers through my hair. He lays us down, and asks if I want him to stay, I tell him,"I never want you to leave." He nods, and holds me close to his chest. I just sit there so close to him, so safe, and so at peace. Oh no... I think I'm catching feelings. He couldn't feel the same way, I mean he's freakin Damian Wayne, he doesn't have feeling- wait he does. He said he was worried about me, he said he cared, he - maybe he just doesn't try to show his feelings. I wonder if he likes anyone. I wonder if he could like me back...or if he'll ever even like me. Scratch that. I know he likes me, but I wonder if he'll ever like me romantically. " l/n, go to sleep, you need some rest." At that I close my eyes, and let sleep consume me.