Failing to be his beloved (Damian Wayne robin x reader)

Bed

I'm woken up by my door opening. It's not Damian because he's holding me...HOLD UP... I fling my head to see Damian. He has this smug look on his face  ." goodmorning." I rush out. I slept well, not having a nightmare last night. He looks like he slept well as well. "Did you sleep well l/n" I smile "yeah.did you" he freezes,"yeah" then I remember the door, I look over to see Richard,"I am getting a sense of de jà vu, " he says,he is still just standing there so when bb walks by, he peaks his head in and freaks, drawing the attention of everyone again. I sigh,"it's too early for this." I turn back around and muzzle my face into Damian's neck and shoulder. He pulls me closer with the arm around me. " what do you want Grayson." He stares,"I...to wake up shadow, because it's her day day to make breakfast." I groan. I sit up,"for real." I go to crawl out of the bed, "get out." I close the door."Damian close your eyes, unless you want to be mentally disturbed." I pull off yesterday's clothes, and put on pants and a long sleeve t-shirt. Gladly not forgetting undergarments.i turn around dressed, and make eye contact with Damian."you didn't close your eyes." He just stares, why would he be so...oh right, there's a very large burn...well brand down my back, at the circus I had friends, and...not friends. One of my not friends, held me down, while another...i don't even want to thing about it. I turn and walk out of the room, im sure my face made some weird changes a few minuets ago. I get to the kitchen and try to think of what to make. Omelets it is, and I'll make a fruit bowl as well and some pancakes. I get the ingredients out. Start cooking, well the eggs fry, I cut up the fruits. Then I get milk out, and pour a glass for everyone.i mix the pancake batter, pour some into the pan and within half an hour, I'm done. I set the table and then. Call everyone. I sit down , and eat an omelet and a lot of fruit. Once everyone is done eating. I pick up the dishes, to wash them.once I have them at the sink I start, but Damian comes over, and says "I can wash the dishes." I make a weird face to him. He's very rarely friendly. So, I think he probably wants something. So I respond with,"it's ok, I've got it. " he makes a face. I was the dishes then dry them, and as I'm putting a plate...well attempting to put a plate on the top shelf, it falls and suddenly there's a presence behind me, and the plate doesn't hit me in the face.damians hovering over me,"be careful l/n" I nod, "thank you." I finish the dishes, and head to my room. I'm on the edge of the T still over land though, it's raining now.i open a window, and put a chain down, with an aerial silk attached. I go down to it, in a long sleeve shirt, and shorts. I also grab a blindfold for my performance. I set up speakers down there. Damian followed me, I ask him if he wants to dance. He dances a little for the opening and then i ask him to put the blind fold back on. I don't know what happens to him but I do know I dance.

At the end when I take the blind food off, I turn around and all the titans are there again...why does that keep happening. I mean when I did the drop I thought I heard gasps. But now I'm sure. Garfield has a camera out. And he's under an umbrella. I look at them. Like a deer in headlights. They can see my scars...well some of them. I stare. Kori break the silence." I didn't know you could dance shadow." I smile. I look at garfeild." How much did you record?" He smiles...oh no."the whole thing" that's what I was afraid of. "Can I see the beginning," Damian asks. While watching Damian says he should have done better. I ask them to leave, I wanted a little alone time with my silks, I do some more dancing for the next 2 hours. Then I turn off the speakers. And head upstairs. Super girl comes to my room." When did you and robin start dating." I freeze." What?" She looks confused."is that incorrect...I'm sorry....you guys just seemed so close." I smile "it's alright.is there something you need?" She shakes her head."how long have you danced?" I'm not sure,"about my whole life...I think." She then gets bashful,"do you think...maybe..could you maybe teach me how?" "I don't know why not." I can teach you on Saturday afternoons. She smiles."thank you so much. It just looks like so much fun, and I can't wait..." she starts rambling. I cut her off," I'm going to go shower now. I'll talk to you later." I grab my clothes and walk into the bathroom. I turn on the shower, sink down and sit there I wash my hair, then while I'm conditioning it, I cry. I miss mamma. She taught me how to dance, originally. When she got sick she stopped though. I miss how she used to comment . I miss her hugs. I miss her. I cry. After a while there's a knock at the door." Shadow, are you alright in there, it's been an hour." I sniffle."yeah, I'll be out in a second." My voice breaks. I hope whoever's on the other side of the door didn't realize. I get out, and look in the mirror, my eyes are puffy. I see the scar in my collar bone, one of my not friends, had been watching me practice, and cut the silk, when I fell, I almost broke my neck, but have no fear only it's a collar bone my dear. I couldn't do anything for a good 2 months after that. I get dressed after drying off. And leave the bathroom. I go straight to my room. I need a nap.