Avas pov
We heard a knock on the door
"I may have invited Dre and Addi" Tony said scratching the back of his neck
"Bubba!" I said hiding my face under the blanket
"What's wrong" They both asked
"She's insecure about how her face looks now" Tony said
"I'm sure it's not that bad" Ondreaz said
"Yes it is" I said underneath the covers
"Ok boys leave for a moment I'll take care of this" Addison said. And I heard the door close
"Cmon Ava it's just me" she said (also me and Addison became close)
"You won't tell anyone" I said
"I won't" she said so I slowly put down the covers to reveal my red bruised face.
"Ava" she said hugging me
"Its that bad" I said hugging her back
"No it's not I know how to kinda fix this" she said pulling my hair out of my face
"Sure" I said frowning
"Now can the boys come in" she said pointing at the door
"Fine" I said still frowning so the boys came in
"It's not that bad" Dre said looking at me
"Stop covering it it's bad" I said covering my face again
"Wait did he also hit you on your leg" Tony said looking at my leg to reveal a bruise
"I-I don't know" I said looking at it
"How do you not know wouldn't you have felt it?" Dre said
"I WAS INTOXICATED" I said shouting
"Geez sorry" Ondreaz said so I just walked into the bathroom and locked the door and started to cry
"Ava.." I heard someone say
"Go away!" I said and you could hear it in my voice that I was crying
"It's me Addison" I heard her say
"I don't want to talk" I said to her
"Well when you want to talk I'll be right here" she said
⚠️self harm mentioned⚠️
"Why do these things have to happen to me" I said to myself in the mirror and cried some more then I saw a razor next to me
"Do I do it" I said to myself and was contemplating it but I grabbed it and started to pull it apart until it was just the blade then I heard another knock so I hid the razor
"Ava" I heard someone say
"Who is it!" I said and it seems like I've been crying for a long time
"It's me Bubba can you unlock the door please I'm worried" he said and I could tell his voice was worried too
"I'm sorry" I said then I looked at the razor and cut myself and let it bleed
"Ava what are you sorry for" Tony said and I could tell he was getting more and more worried
"I'm so sorry" I said crying and now blood was on the sink
"Ava what happened your scaring me"Tony said
"I'm really sorry" I said and I did it one more time but I didn't let it bleed I just did it because it made me feel less stressed
"Ava Ava!" He said but I didn't say anything
"Ava answer me!" He said but I didn't answer I cut myself for the 3rd time and let it bleed again and then I felt dizzy and lightheaded and then I blacked out
