Stuck for eternity (Jasper Hale)

chapter12

The Cullens and I were on a bus, we were going on some kind of school road trip to wherever the hell. I leaned my head onto Jaspers's shoulder as he leaned his head onto mine. We had intertwined fingers and I closed my eyes. They're so cute together. A girl thought. I smiled. Once we arrived we got out of the bus and headed towards the greenhouse. I saw Edward talking to Bella and I groaned. Jasper chuckled a bit at my reaction and squeezed my hand a bit. After the trip finished we were walking towards our bus. "Are you going to be sitting with us?" Alce asked Bella. "No, our bus is full. " Edward said. "Thank you, finally, something smart comes out of that bloody mouth of yours. " I told him. He just groaned at me. 

The next day it was very sunny so we stayed home. "So girls, prom!" Alice said to me and Rosalie. "What about it?" I asked. "Have you got your dress or do we need to go shopping?" Alice asked. "No, I'm making my own. " I said and they looked at me. "What? Don't give me that look. When I was younger the woman who made my attire taught me how to sew 'cause I wasn't allowed much education, so I prefer making my own prom dresses." I said. "You are telling us that those beautiful dresses in your closet were made by you?" Rosalie said. "Each and every one. " I said proudly. "If you want you can take one of those or I can make you one. " I said. "Can you make us matching dresses?" Alice said. "Sure, Rosalie what do you think of green?" I asked. "I'm willing to keep an open mind. " she said.

"Let me get this straight. You are following her to Port Angeles!?" I asked Edward. "I'm not following her, exactly. I'm just making sure she's safe." He said. "That's it you officially lost it!" I said and walked away.

"Another, 'animal attack'?" I asked Carlisle. "Yeah, I have to go to Cherif Swans office right now." He said and left. "Do we know who they are?" Emmet asked. "No, their scent is lost a couple of miles south. " Jasper said. 

Time skip to Edwards return

"You asked her to marry you yet'" I asked Edward. "Piss off." He said.

The next day Bella found out what we were. "Where is she?" Carlisle asked. "I don't know she fucking ran off into the woods. I don't know what she's capable of doing, I have never seen her this mad. And I can't track her smell." Jasper said. Little did they know that I was in the wolf's den. Why? I don't know, I guess being in the same house with Edward got the so worked up I couldn't be there right now. So there I was pouring my heart out to a mutt. 

I told him my whole life story, I practically screamed it at him. Paul just sat there listening. "And now he ruined EVERYTHING for us. This is a huge potential problem if the Volturi find out. No, no, no. Not if, WHEN they find out! They always do, they always find a way." I said. Then he did something unexpected. He hugged me. It wasn't that bad actually. When you ignore the smell, it is very comforting. "What was that for?" I asked, much calmer than before. "I don't know. It just felt like the right thing to do. Was it?" He said. "It was just the thing I needed, thank you. " I said. "That's what big brothers are for, right?" He said. "Big brother? I'm older than you." I said. "How old are you anyway?" He asked. "Uh, I'll be turning  339 soon." I said. He looked shocked. "Shit that's old." He said. "Well if it bothers you so much think of it this way. I'm 18, I just have been 18 for some time." I said. "Than I am like your older brother I'm 20." He said. "Whatever satisfies you." I said. "Well, I'm pretty hungry. Care to join me for a hunt?" I asked. "Uh, no way! Do you think I'll watch you slaughter an innocent animal like that? Hell nah!" He said. "If you didn't smell like shit I'd slaughter you right now mutt." I said and left. 

After I fed myself I went home and jumped to my balcony that I left open so I can come in. I took a shower and changed into my comfy pajamas. Pajamas are not just for sleep I thought to myself. That's when Jasper rushed into my room. "Oh thank God you are ok I was so worried about you." He said. "You are not getting rid of me that easily." I said. "Where the hell were you?" He asked. "I was with Paul." I said. "Why the hell were you with that mutt?" he asked. "I needed to get away from here a bit. I just talked to him and he listened. He's a good guy when you forget that he's our natural enemy." I said. "I would have listened too." Jasper said. "I know I just needed a change of environment, it's nothing personal, I still love you more than anything. You are not mad at me are you?" I said and kissed him. "How can I be mad when you do that to me." he said. And then we kissed...